TW - manipulation and gaslighting
It's basically where I have a wire saw and I had kept popping bags of blood that apparently were considered children of my own?? Oh well. Apparently there's this person that has my fake mom convinced he's Santa, but I knew something was up when he kept giving us gifts that were cameras and wires. I actually went in and told my dream mom and she nodded, secretly not believing me. Of course i was very very quiet about tleling her. And next, I kept trying to run away, but they never got farther than a yard behind me. So i just kept cconvincimgthem terribly that I was just doing something else and tried to run off but I couldn'r. I was stuck. I couldn't fucking get out. I was stumck in this stupid loop of this man trying to control me and kill me and - when I was running home one night, he caught me and told me before letting go of my throat and instead acting like he was walking me home - r4pe me. This dream has happeway too many times and I think it's just my brain telling me I have very little chance of escaping my Dad
