Is happines real?

Chapter 1-Nothing can change

People are very kind they say...Is it really like that though? Maybe it is.. maybe it's not. Nobody knows that.. I taught maybe people are very kind, but if you truly want to know that, you have to get to know the person because no one can change them. You have to know them as they are. There is another point to that, people are weird, but not bad, they learn what they see, so anyone can become bad or good. Everyone is different than what they truly are. Someone can be good in their exterior, but their soul could be broken in million of pieces or reverse, the soul could be good, but they wouldn't show it to the rest of people. My entire life was a mess, at least that's what I taught. My parents died, I lost many of my friends, I started sleeping just 2 hours a day, my hands and legs were shaking all the time, my head hurt like crazy and the saddest part is that I would cry all the time. As I said, that was only my imagination, I just wanted someone to replace the love of my parents, I couldn't get why they had to go so soon from life, but you know they are always with me so that's what matters the most.

My life began to change in 12th grade I think.. I can't remember that well but I think that's when it happened. You know is hard when you love someone, but they don't love you back. Yes it is, but is it truly that bad? I think is not, this weird feeling called "love" is hard, but it's easy at the same time. Weird right? Well let me tell you something, when you love someone you're dead, when someone loves you, you're proud, but when you both love each other is harmony.

I think it started at the beginning of the year, when I was still a broken person. I was the devil in person, I was the king in my own hell.

*IN THE CLASSROOM*

Teacher: Good morning!!! The students: Good morning MRS. Ryoko! Me( Otias )entering the classroom: Hi teach! Ryoko: It's good morning! It's just the first day of school... why are you doing this again? You were my best student Otias: Don't know teach.. I think will take my leave now, I don't know if I will be good here.. Bye
Ryoko: Be carefu...
Otias: Why shoul..
Otias bumped up in the new girl that was coming trough the door.
Otias: What the hell are you doing? Just who the hell are you?
???: What's your problem? Why did you bump into me?
Otias:Have any problem witht that?
???:Yeah why?
Otias:Then go in class and do something better..
I left the classroom without any problem,but I still didn't know who she was or why she was mad at me.Who cares, I just want to go somewhere and do something.

*IN THE CLASSROOM*

Mrs.Ryoko:Let's get over this..She is your new colleague,treat her well and be friends with her.
All the boys:Isn't she cute?Hii,stay beside me,take my place,please.
Niri:Where is that boy's place?I want to stay beside him.
Mrs.Ryoko:Uhmm,he doesn't come to school that often,but is right there in the back.
Niri:And how does he pass the exams if he doesn't come to school?
Mrs.Ryoko:He comes just for exams and passes them with full marks...I don't even know how is he doing that...
Niri:I want to stay here,is there a problem?
Mrs.Ryoko:It's not,go on.Now let's begin our class.
Niri's mind(he is strange.Why isn't he coming to school?But still,he passes everything so easily.)

*AFTER SCHOOL*

Everyone from the classroom:Niri,let's go to a shop to celebrate you coming into our group.
Niri:Sorry,but I have a little work to do.Bye!!

Niri escaped from them,she wanted to find the guy from her class.She searched everywhere in the town,but then in the park as she was passing by,she saw him with a little puppy.Otias was like a different person,he was very nice,he looked as if he cared about something in his life.

Otias:You know,you should come here already.I knew you were watching me for the past 30 minutes.

Niri got scared and wanted to run away,but she fell off and got hurt.

Niri:Why did you scare me like that?
Otias:Are you stupid or what?You're the one who scared herself.Come let me see,where does it hurt?
Niri:My leg kinda feels numb.
Otias:You kinda broke your ankle.You should stay home tomorrow to relax a bit.Where do you live?
Niri:It's near the school..
Otias:Then....get up..
Niri:You can't carry me like that,I'm not a kid..
Otias:Then try to walk yourself,I'm not gonna help you anymore,bye!!
Niri:Yeah,bye.

Otias left even though Niri had her ankle broken.

Niri:That guy's a jerk.I have to call my mom now.
Niri:Hello..Mom?Can you take me from the park?I fell off and now I can't walk.
Mom:I can't be there..I'm staying a little bit late at work..
Niri:What am I going to do now?
Mom:Don't you have a friend or something?
Niri:No I don't.Uhhhh,bye mom,you are useless.
Mom:Sorry...honey.Bye..
Niri:Uhhhhhh I hate my entire life..that guy just left me here,my mom doesn't even care about me.

In a couple of seconds someone slap her face with a palm.

Niri:What the hell it's your problem?
Otias:Don't you ever talk about your parents like that.I taught you were different,but no...You are all the same.I'll take you home but don't ever bother me again.
Niri:Uhmmm..

After he carried her to her home,he left without saying goodbye...

"In Otias Mind*Why do I even care anymore,no one will ever change my feelings for this life,she looked different at first,but now she doesn't even care about her parents..Nothing will change on this planet.