Ive been waiting(chapter 8)

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~Chris's POV~
I get to the hospital and go strait to his room. I'm crying because I never want to leave his side. He looks so peaceful.
I forgot to put new band-aids on. I took the band-aids off before I came so I have bare Arms.

Me: Jonathan,

I sniffle and wipe my eye with the back of my hand.

Me: remember when you tackled me? And tickled me? Hah... Yeah. I miss that. I miss you. I remember when we met. I was a really big fan. I could've only dreamt of meeting you never the less being your girl friend. I love you. I need you. I can't live without you Jonathan! Please please wake up. Please..... Your my everything and I need you. I've been lonely the only things that have kept me company are the voices in my head.

I started sobbing.

Me: I need you.

I cried even harder. I lifted up his shirt and saw the scar from where the stitches were. I rubbed up and down the scar with my fingers. I realized his stomach is getting all wet from my tears.

Me: oh sorry.

I leaned up and kissed his lips they were cold and now his cheeks were wet. I wiped them off and smiled at him.
He started to twitch.

Me: Jonathan? Jonathan!!

He started to cry and opened his eyes.
He grabbed me and started to hug me tightly. I hugged him back crawling on his bed. He kissed me. I kissed back.
I sat up just staring at him looking at his beautiful blue eyes I haven't seen In what seemed like forever. He grabbed my arms and I looked down.

Jonathan: am I dead?

Me: no! You alive!!!

I said smiling my brightest.

~Jonathan's POV~
I had a nightmare.
I died in it and I was watching over Chris. She had depression. I kept pleading to God that he'd save her. I would watch her hurt herself. She was cutting her arms up. She wouldn't stop. She couldn't. I hated watching her. I wish I could snuggle up with her and tell her everything would be alright. I wanted her to live and be happy, but depression was taking over. She couldn't fight depression and eventually kill herself. I never stopped crying.

Me: am I dead?

Chris: no! Your alive!

She was smiling.

Me: why did you do this babe?

Chris: I thought your were going to die.

Me: Chris,

Chris: yes?

Me: I love you more than the world! Nothing would make me separate from you! I would never leave.

She started to cry.

Chris: Jonathan I love you so much!

I pulled her down and started to kiss her.

Chris: I have to get a nurse! Your alive and awake! I'll be right back.

She hurried out of the room and I looked around
I wonder how long I was asleep?
Huh.

Nurse: hello Jonathan!

Me: hello

Nurse: we're glad your awake!

Me: how long have I been asleep?

The Nurse looked down at her papers

Nurse: you've been asleep for 6 months.

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