~finding myself~

chapter one

a/n: so i'm not doing like a welcome chapter because I want you to figure out who your character is throughout the book. also character development :)

y/n pov:

"зимний солдат?" {winter soldier?} said the very familiar voice.

"Да?" {yes?} you said forcefully.

"торт, серый, ирландский, мягкий, стан, печенье, свинина, медведь, тренер, макки" {cake, greys, irish, soft, stan, cookie, pork, bear, coach, mackie} he said with a smirk growing on his face.

"убить сэма уилсона, баки барнса и джона уокера" {kill sam wilson, bucky barnes, and john walker} his smirk now clearly visible.

"отов подчиниться" {ready to comply} you said now not in any control of your actions.

They stuffed you in a helicopter to go to Sam Wilson, Bucky Barnes, and John walker. 'I got to escape. I got to escape. I can't do this anymore. Got to go. Got to go.' Is all you could think. You needed to run, you couldn't kill the only good people left after the blip. Once you realized it you were jumping off of a helicopter onto a moving truck.

Bucky pov:

You were fighting the leader of the 'flag smashers' and all of a sudden a helicopter is floating above you, sam, and walker. Then a girl dressed as a female version of you jumps out. Vibranium arm and everything.

"What the fuck is that?" Sam yelled over to you.

"No clue guessing a female me though" you yelled back.

All of a sudden the shield went right for their head. They caught it almost effortlessly. 'They must have had her for long if she is this go-" you were thinking until she started walking towards you. Shield in her arms.

y/n pov:

You started walking towards a guy with a metal arm. The person you presumed as Bucky. Saying that you were always compared to him. You effortlessly kicked him on the ground. He was staring at you in disbelief. You took off his arm and he just stared at you with shock written on his face. You've been at Hydra for fifteen years, they taught you technology and all about Bucky. Kept you entertained for a while. You felt like someone was coming towards you, so you looked behind you and saw some dude with wings coming at you about to kick him. You threw the shield like a boomerang at one of his wings. He started coming down quickly right down to the top of the truck. You roundhouse kicked him, but he dogged it. Surprisingly. He threw a punch at your head but you blocked his punch with the shield you had possession over. He realized Bucky was struggling hanging onto the truck so he went to help him.

You stood there proud you just kicked their asses. Then you hear some dude climbing up. He dressed as a knockoff Captain America. You laughed in disbelief at how bad this guy was after fighting him. You knocked him off the side of the truck and he rolled down the hill. You were waiting for your helicopter to come back, but it didn't. You heard faint yelling until everything just went pitch black.

You opened your eyes realizing you were in a glass box. You started looking around and saw that knockoff dude from earlier. He was staring at you straight in the eyes until he started walking towards you, with a big cringey ass smile on his face. You rolled your eyes in second hand embarrassment. "Hey there kid" he said, even more annoying than that big ass smile. You just stared at him straight in the eyes. "You're just like Bucky liking staring contests" he said laughing. Obviously you didn't laugh. "Talk to me kiddo we have no name on you or nothing. It's like you never existed. 'I wish I never existed' you thought. "Fine don't talk i'm sending you somewhere else then" he said while getting up. You weren't complaining you wanted to get the hell away from this knockoff weak guy. He was about to put you in another box when the one and only metal arm and bird dude came walking in. "Let us talk to her, Walker," said the bird dude. "Fine you get five minutes. If she gives you the silent treatment I'm sending her to prison" he said walking out.

"I'm Sam and this is Bucky" said what you knew of as Sam. You just kept switching your eyes from both of them. "You don't know who you really are do you?" said Bucky. You just shook your head no. You only knew they called you y/n you never knew your last name or anything. "Well we're getting you out here kid" said Sam. "Well who am I then?" you said looking at your shoes. "It's a long story and we may have to fight our way out so put that aside for now" Sam said. Bucky still looked at you like he was shocked. You just shook your head in agreement. Little did you know who you really were. 

a/n: who are you?