I'm not that innocent

No time for love

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I felt the pain in my chest as he walked out of my room and closed the door. Why was I always so mean? He just wanted to help me but- he can't.

I sighed as I laid down on my back looking up at the ceiling. I didn't have time for love but I needed a friend in the castle, ew it's not like I'm going all soft on him but it's not like I have someone else to hang out with. I will just have to try to make a friend- ugh.

"Oh fuck" I said sitting up remembering the ball tomorrow night.
"Hell no"

I needed to wear a dress for 3 straight hours on a ball- the ball is only for princes to recognise me and ask for my hand in marriage...juck

I didn't in any meaning want to enter the ball but it was for me and it's not like I have a choice, I have to go.

I just hope that I don't have to be all nice and cute for everyone, I just wanted to take a drink and disappear in the audience- that wouldn't be able to happen because my snake of a mom.

I didn't even know what I would be wearing, I didn't like the color green or the color blue- and absolutely not yellow. So I guess I would go with red.

My mind was full of thoughts as I tried to sleep. I think it took 3 hours before I finally fell asleep.
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I woke up the next morning by the sun shining on my face
I groaned as I sat up- my hair was a mess and I bet my face was too, I was to tired last night to undress and remove my makeup so now I looked like a mess.

After 30 minutes of only trying to wake up I finally stood up and walked over to my bathroom to take a shower and pull my shit together and freshen up.

I undressed and walked into the hot water, I loved to shower and just let go of my thoughts if only for 10 minutes. The feeling of the water against my skin made me relax for the moment.

I cleaned my hair and body before I wired myself in a towel and walked out in my room only to see Mateo sitting on my bed.

"Mateo what the fuck?!" I said crossing my arms over my chest.

"Oh hi" he said looking at me unbothered.

"What are you doing here?" I said annoyed, I was so relaxed and calm before I saw him.

I walked over to my wardrobe picking out some underwear and undergown to have under my dress.

"I just wanted to talk to you about tonight, do you remember the plan?" He said- fuck I had completely forgotten about the plan.

"Fuck- I completely forgot about that" I sighed before giving him an awkward look

"Uhm..I'm going to put on my underwear so- privacy please"

"Oh- sure" he sat on the bed with his back facing we while I got dressed.

I put on my underwear and undergown before I put in the corset. This time I didn't even try to tie the corset myself- I knew it was impossible. My maids always helped me but since it was ball tonight, all the maids were working on that.

"Could you help me- again?" I mumbled, I never asked for help- I see myself as a very independent person so it's hard for me to ask for help. I'm just to proud:

"Of course" he smirked walking up to my back. He put his hands on my waist and started to tighten the corset around my body.

"So- its ball tonight, I'm going to tell you the plan" he said while tying the corset

I juste nodded while keeping my eyes closed, sure- I was tired and stuff but I was more focused on breathing while he tightened the piece of clothing around my body.

"You are going to dance with me- I will be dressed up as a prince and since it is a masquerade ball, everyone will be wearing masks to hide their identity"
I nodded as an answer, honestly- his hands on my body just made completely fly to another planet.

"I will be dressed up as a fancy prince- you will flirt and dance with me. Hopefully, that will distract your mom so that Mauro and Lila can sneak into your moms office to find the papers of all the laws"

"What if someone sees them?" I looked up at him- meeting his eyes which made me blush.

"All the guard will be around the ball to make sure none of the royalties gets hurt or attacked so the rest of the castle will be safe"

I nodded
"O-okay" I said smiling lightly, all this was just so new and weird to me. Going behind my mom's and dad's back just felt off/ but I still wanted to do it for the good of the people.

When he was done tightening the corset, he put his hands on my waist- pulling me closer to him. I could feel the feet of my body through the clothes.

"What are you thinking about?" He out his arms around me stroking his thumb over my tummy.

"I'm just- nervous" I said and you could here the nerves in my voice

"It will be alright- I will be there the whole time" he smirked before kissing my neck.

"Mateo- someone can come in any time" I mumbled feeling his lips on my neck.

"Mhm- so?" He kept placing kisses on my neck making me gasp slightly

"No one can se us- I don't have time for...this" I laid my hand in his like I sign that we couldn't be doing this.
"I'm supposed to find a prince to marry- not a guard"

"No one has to know" he said against my neck

I just chuckled
"Yeah- cause' that will work"

"We could at least give it a chance can't we?"

"I've never- been with anyone before.." I said almost embarrassed

"Have you never been in love with someone?" He said almost sounding surprised:

"I'm a princess with more rules then the law book...I've only got to meet princes to marry..I've never got the chance to fall in love" now I really sounded embarrassed and I was. An eighteen year- old who have never felt love- almost comical

"There's nothing wrong with that- I can show you how it feels" he smirked

"Mateo do you have to make everything sexual?" I chuckled looking up at him.
"Anyways- I have to test dresses and get ready for the ball so, go"