𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑢𝑠 • Y/N x Sirius Black •

That night

Tw; this chapter may be disturbing to some people it have kinda abusive scenes

"Gosh it's freezing out there I don't recommend" Mary giggled when she entered our cozy, full of happiness common room, we all were sitting on the couch and we talked about winter break
"I'm staying here" I said gladly "My mom need to do some things so she asked me if I can stay here" and everyone was looking at me surprised
"Alright i'm staying too" Sirius chuckled
"Padfoot you know my parents love you right?" James asked ironically
"You know guys we can all stay and spend this christmas together at hogwarts" Lily said while looking at James
"You're right" Remus added and we all agreed to spend christmas together

"Y/n is Jasper staying too?" Mary asked
"I don't know I haven't talked to him since he called me a slut" I sighed and Peter said
"Yeah.. I mean he's right kinda...I mean I don't call you slut but you're kinda..no i'm so-" I stopped his dumb speech
"Oh? If you all guys think i'm a slut only because I like hanging out with guys then c'mon tell me that now" I sighed angrily and I left them
I heard someone knocking and I got annoyed even more
"What?!" I asked angrily
"May I come in?" Sirius asked worried
"If you must" I sighed and he walked in, I looked up to see meet his eyes and he was smiling at me
"What?"
"Nothing dear...you don't need to go so angrily on Pete you know he's dumb sometimes"
"Oh? Now this is my fault that everyone calls me a whore?" I groaned
"My love the only one person that can you call a whore is me remember that" he chuckled
"What do you-" and he kissed me
"Sirius stop" I sighed but I wanted him all
"I did something wrong?" he asked worried
"No...it's just that...that people are right about this" I sighed and I left my dorm and I went to the astronomy tower

I unpacked my pack with fags and I started smoking it while thinking about Sirius...Why he is like this, why he's acting so weird...I sighed and I was about to leave when I heard someone

"Look who's here our famous filthy mudblood" Barty laughed roughly with Mulciber
"I'm half blood you asshole but it doesn't matter anyways, now leave me alone"
"Not so fast we want to play" he chuckled and gave me up and down look
"As for blood traitor you have good body we can play nicely if you want" he smiled mischievously
"Let me out you jerk" I sighed arrogantly
"Mhm I don't like you being so hard, relax baby we won't hurt unless you don't want to give us what you have" he smirked
"What? I'm supposed to have orgy with you two?" I laughed and I tried to get out once again but Barty was blocking doors
"Oh baby you're trying too hard.." Mulciber whispered to my ear and grabbed my arms
"Get off me you douchebag" and I bite him
"Ohh she likes to play" Barty laughed

"Hands off her young man" I recognised this voice immanently, it was Sirius
"Oh here you are! Family disaster isn't it? Our pure blood traitor" Barty laughed
"Expelliarmus" Sirius said to Mulciber and he flew above the floor
"You're dead man" Barty smirked and he pulled out his wand but Sirius was faster and his wand was in Sirius's hand in a second
"Next time don't attack dear girls" he replied seriously and he left with me

"Thank you Sirius" I kissed his cheek
"I...i'm scared to think what would happen if you wouldn't show up in there" I sighed
"It's alright now, my love" he grabbed me into his arms "You're with me now, you're safe" he whispered to my ear and we made our way to our dorms.

"Thank you really i'm..im still scared about what could happened" I sighed when I was standing in our dorms doors
"It's alright now my love, sleep well" Sirius hugged me and we went to separate dorms

I sighed and I went under shower still having flashbacks from what happened, I still could feel Malciber's hands on me and I groaned and Lily knocked to the bathroom
"Are you alright?" she asked worried
"I..I'm in shock...I was..I" and I started crying "Sirius saved me...I don't want to think what could happen without him" I sobbed and Lily walked in and hugged me
"Cry love cry you can cry...." she sighed worried
"I'm...im gonna be thankful to Sirius for my whole life..." I sighed and she replied
"Good for him to have you on his back" she smiled and I giggled
"Now common love let's get yourself to sleep" and we went to my bed she was next to me until I fall asleep

"Y/n wakey wakey" Sirius waken up me
"Mhm...holy shit you're here.." I looked shocked and I started to feel embarrassed
"Yeah it isn't something special" he looked confused at me
"Yeah right but i'm...naked" I sighed
"Well.." he looked up and down at me, while I was covered in bedding
"Can you leave?" I asked
"Alright.." he sighed and walked out
I wasn't naked but I couldn't meet Sirius after that night, I felt embarrassed and I couldn't just act like it didn't happen and why he was there too..
I sighed and I went under shower to relax my mind but it didn't last long because every time I closed my eyes I saw this disgusting smile of Barty and Mulciber.

"Y/n are you still here?" Sirius asked from behind the door
"Oh..yes sorry I just..." I didn't ended my sentence and Sirius walked in
"Are you alright?" he asked worried and sat next to me on the bed and he put his hand on my back
"Yeah..i'm sorry, I just.." I sighed and I started crying
"I just still remember that night and I when I think about what could happen without you..." I cried to his arms
"It's alright..." he put his hand on my head and he hugged me

notes:
Sorry for short chapter I hope y'all like it and that I didn't make many mistakes ;)