One morning, I opened my eyes,
And wished I was dead,
I want someone to kill me,
In this loud silence,
I live to understand the world,
But the world has never understood me, why.
Someone please hold me,
Exhausted from this world,
Someone please wipe me,
Drenched with tears
Someone please notice my struggles first,
Please acknowledge the poor me
Please help me.
At times I'm scared of myself too,
Thanks to the depression that takes over me,
And all my self hatred,
Myself is dead already (I killed her),
Comparing my dead passion with others,
It's now a part of my daily life.
The heavy weight carried on two shoulders,
Nobody would know how scary the mask I wear is,
Every night I spend my lonely nights with bad thoughts,
No one needs to hold me so I shut my mouth tight,
I don't even remember any more just what a dumb shit like me is.
How many times do I have to tell you? I'm fine,
The sky cleared up now,
It's easier to rest now,
I wrapped up all my emotions,
I'm numb now,
So stop worrying about me.
