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SWSOPM: Chapter Twenty Seven

Chapter Twenty Seven
Arianna’s Pov

“I love you” was all he said before his lips found mine again.

He was so gentle with me, the same way he had been when we has sex for the first time, and it made me love him even more.

Softly and slowly his tongue slid into my mouth and there was so much passion and love in this one kiss, it was driving me insane.

I ran my hands slowly up and down his chest and abs, and I could feel him relaxing more and more into me, before I rested my hands on the back of his neck, playing with his hair.

At the same time his hands softly went up and down my arms, the light touches making me shiver, until one settled on the small of my back, and the other cupped my cheek as he deepened it.

I couldn’t help but sigh into the kiss. I loved kissing him like this. I pretty much loved everything right now. I was just truly happy in a way I’ve never been before.

His lips were hesitant when they went to my jaw and then down my neck, and it made me wonder if he really wanted this. I couldn’t help but replay his words on how I was the one who wanted it the first time in my head.

“Damon” I came out in a breath, because the way he was touching me just felt good.

He immediately snapped back to me and kissed my nose “Did you want to stop baby? It’s okay if you do, I don’t want to push you”

“I” was all I could get, was it me or was he too happy to stop this?

His hand caressed my cheek and he looked concerned “What’s wrong?”

“Do you want this? I just feel like you don’t”

“Why would you think that?” he seemed actually surprised by what I said.

“You just seem hesitant and all too willing to stop, like you’re only doing this because I asked you” I dropped my gaze to his chest, because I was so confused right now.

He put a hand on either side of my face and forced me to look at him in the eyes. “I will only say this once, okay.”  I nodded

“I love you, Arianna. You were the last girl I slept with, and there is no one else I want to be with but you. You want the honest truth?” he asked me, and I wasn’t sure.

“Yes.” I said anyways.

“Then I want it from you too”

“Promise” I smiled.

“Honestly, I’m nervous and scared. I know I love you and I know this isn’t the first time, we had sex before, but it’s just different now.”  He paused, thinking. “I just want it to be everything you want, and I don’t want to disappoint you, I felt like your first time should have been better” his voice kept getting softer and softer till he whispered the last part.

“I feel the same way. I’m afraid too. I love you too, and I feel that it’s different.” I grabbed his face in my hands before I continued

“But please don’t think you’ll ever disappoint me. Honestly, my first time was perfect. You were understanding and caring and gentle with me. You were willing to stop, and when we decided to take that step you were slow, and kept it that way. It was everything I wanted my first time to be.”

“Are you sure?” he asked

I grabbed his hands and placed them on my stomach underneath both my hands “We love you, Damon. Never forget that I will never regret that night with you, and in my eyes, it was perfect. I just want to make sure that you want to make love to me because you want to, not because I want to”