to feed ..

Dakota:Im sorry but i love her now and i never meant to hurt you i just got carried away.

That was the night i overdosed .

Dakota was my whole world. He was my perfect match. My lifetime best freind, And my true love . Sage came along and took him away knowing what she was doing . And it worked .

The night grew dark as hours passed, and the mist of the cold night lingered on the fresh blades of grass just outside my room.

I thought i saw someone hiding in the bushes outside my window I put it off and layed down.

I remember the feeling of the pain in my stomach when i read that message from him . It was like all the pain id ever felt was thrown on me at ounce. Fire in my stomach and ice all over my already cold skin.

A bottle of pills and a bottle of liqour didnt go well.

I felt numb . I saw all our good times flash before my eyes . The day we met. The day he told me he loved me. He was my bestfreind.

When i awoke i had this hunger i had never felt before . I craved something so much but i didnt know what. I wouldve killed to feed.

a glow in the corner of the room caught my eye and everything was silent fear swallowed me whole but I didn't move .I focused as he stood there still so much about him was beautiful. The way he fluttered his eyelashes ...how his eyes darted all over me studying everything.

.....this is my first story ever im going through hard times right now and im writing for me i wanna see if itll help ...so dont judge please thanks and tell me if i should keep on writing c:. _laura