Once i was lonely and sad i was bitter and i always asked myself that what is my purpose in this world who am i and what should i do with my life...
so as the years go by i am still searching for my purpose in this world but last june 2012 everything changed i always feel weird and happy and i always feel good everytime i saw this person and in that moment i knew i was in love
this girl is nice,and sweet she is the reason for my smiles she is gorgeous and beautiful and from that moment on i knew that she is the reason why i am in this world so i started to talk to her but i am always shy so i asked my friend to help me to talk to her and then the days passed i kinda talk to her we had tiny conversations and i treaured every moment in all the conbersation we had it was like i am literally walking on air when i am with her
but as the days passed i was thinking that she likes me back so via text i called her in a certain name and in that moment i knew that she does not like me so she got mad at me for that and she didn't talk to me for days and it was a moment of weakness for me and i destroyed one chance of being with her
so a week passed and we made up and we are friends again and it was a moment of joy for me its like i fell and i climbed up back to her again and in that moment another bad news came to me when i knew that one of my best friend is inlove with her and she loves her back and the moment that happened my world was in peices like shattered glass
my friends keep telling me to move on ,she does not like you but i didn't belive them until that moment so i moved on and had a crush on my female best friend and she does not like me either
later those months i knew that my friend and her broke up and i didnt do anything about it so i kept my life going until one day i knew that she was in a relationship with my other best friend and in that moment i felt like i got stabbed in the back a couple of thousand times and i fell apart when i heard that news
so the days passed and i heard that their relationship didn't last and i felt bad for her because my bestfriend broke up with her and my best friend has been her best friend since grade one and i felt really bad for her
so after that moment i spaced out a little bit and i went back to liking her and everyone kept telling me the same thing that i should move on because she does not like me but i stood up and told them that this girl is what i am in this world for i must never abandon another chance of being with her so i went away from them
so until now i still love this girl and i hope that she will love me back and i promise her that i will love her and give her and i can give up everything just to be with her...
