and my heart hurts and I want to cry. I miss being able to text her at three am telling her that I love her so much. I miss writing notes together and passing them between classes. I miss being able to talk to her. I miss her. I can't even make sense as I talk right now because I miss her so much. I loved her with everything I had. I'd give her anything, I'd do absolutely anything for her and still will.
She's my world. I'd literally do anything just to have her right beside me, right now.
I'm disgusted at what she's done, at what she's done to me, but I'll never stop loving her. I may have claimed before to hate her, but I don't. I never have and probably never will. I may have said that I do before, but when I'm upset I say either things I've been meaning to say, or things just out of pure anger. I hate not being able to hate her
