unreal || l.t.

second.

Abby's pov

Right now I lost the control but I can't show me like this. For these guys I'm a help-director, not a excited fangirl.

Now I'm a woman, I work and oh my god One Direction are here!

"Guys, please set down" me and Mark are in front of them while they are sitting on comfortable chairs.

"Harry, Zayn, Liam, Louis and Niall- he shows them saying their name- welcome in my studio, I'm Mark and she is Abigail, my helper director"

"Nice to meet you" I say softly

"We know, you have decided to produce a film, a film about your history, I'm happy to help you"

"Thanks man" says zayn

Everyone smiles and talks about the movie instead I remain silent.

"Abby?" mark's voice brings me back to life, stopping my thoughts stray.

"Yes?"

"Say something" okay, now it's time of my speech

"I'll be happy to work with you guys, I really don't know what I'll do but it will be fun" mark puts his hand on my shoulder and watch me like "I'm so proud babe"

"Fine, maybe is the time to read the regulation, isn't a real regulation but is not important"

Mark reads aloud what is written on the sheet.

"1. We'll go in so much countries, me, Abby and the staff follow you everyday;

2. It's a film for teen so no foul language or references to sex;

3. Not all parts will be included in the film

4. Be your self;

5. Some one helps you with the parts, don't worry."

He leaves the paper on the table.

"Obviously there are other warnings and several contracts but for the moment it is not important"

The first day is spent, now I'm at airport for another country, this is sad cause I visited London for just a day. Mark said that we will return but now we go in Japan. It's my first time.

Some fans are here, it's incredible how show their love, guys smile hut they aren't happy; it's night, they need to relax.

I turn to Mark, I see him while talking with the cameraman.

"This is a nice scene" he says

The trip is finished and I tired, maybe is the jet lag.

"I can't believe it- says liam- I'm cold"

"What's the problem Liam?" Zayn a Louis are near Liam and talk with him, I listen their conversation without intervening.

"I thought the weather was hot as in Austalia" Louis lowers his head and snorts exasperated, Liam is confused and he goes on to explain his theory where Japan borders with Austalia.

"Liam, there are 6851,99 km" I say

"It is very far away?"

"Yes"

"Mark, please cut this, I don't want to sound stupid"

"But you are stupid" Louis says and everyone laughs. We reach the hotel to shoot the first scene indoors. Mark explained that we will record the scenes in different ways:

-in the hotel

-in their studio

-in their houses

-at concert

-in the street

Now it's time for the first scenes.

For the moment we resume the guys individually.

"With who do you want to work?" Steeve (another director) says

"I don't know maybe not with Louis"

"Why?" he laughs

"I'm afraid, he looks like a dickhead"

"Okay, Liam is here, go!" he indicates the black door

Maybe I'm rude but it's understandable.

"Hello" I open the door

Liam is sitting on the bed and in front of him there is a camera, it's funny because is as if he talks alone.

"It's strange" he says sheepish

"Yes" I take a chair and settle it in front of him.

"I'm here for help you, now keep talking"

He nods and takes a deep breath.

"When everything is started we were young, reviewing the old video I wonder "I was so stupid?" I'm the same person but sometimes the fans look at us and say: "I want the old days" they wrong, they think we are changed. Sometimes I think so too, but then when I get home I understand to be the same. Large screens show only part of the reality"

"Don't be fast, speak slowly" I suggest without making me feel

"This work is hard, negative coments are everywhere but we manage to overcome them, isn't easy. Fans help us so much"

"I remember the firsts tweets from fans, was 2011 we are excited, we were the really fans, now the tweets are lots and is difficult read them"

"I don't know, maybe is just lucky or faith" he smiles

These are nice words, he is a sweet boy.

"Enough for today, we reach the mark and the boys"

I'm going to hide.
Please be good with me
-Dab xx