Jealous Jennie ORIGINAL

My love

Jennie PoV

My love...

That's what she was to me.

My love....

The one who had hurt in her heart.

My love...

The one who got her heart broken when her best friend went from this world.

My love...

The one that held me close to her when she needed comfort and support.

My love....

Who got hurt by her fans and the people who say they loved her.

My Lisa...

The girl who took her life because of words people who don't know her, hurt her.

I miss her touch, I miss her sweet compliments and pretty smile. Lisas world turned upside down when Bambam her best friend got killed by people who say they loved Lisa. That broke her.

She cried in my arms every night saying that should of been her.

Tears fall down my face remembering her. I was sat outside our secret beach house. On the beach where it was empty and lonely like my heart.

Please keep her safe up there Bambam.

I remember the last moments I had with Lisa she was telling me how much she loves me. We made love and we slept so peacefully but Lisa wasn't peaceful in her heart.

She was so kind and she was so pure, why did people hurt such a kind soul. That's one problem with being famous in this cruel world. People will hurt you without knowing who you really are.

I read Lisa's last texts to me and she was telling me she loves me and she told me goodbye and she was sorry for the hurt she's about to cause me, she told me to stay strong. I could of came over and saved her but I was sleeping. Why was I asleep while she was awake all night thinking so dark.

Me and Lisa were dating for 3 years. We were strong, of course we had our ups and downs but we were always there for each other. I guess I couldn't save her this time.

She always tells me I was a good girlfriend and she was going to marry me someday when all this idol stuff is behind us, I guess that dream of ours went just like that.

My world went along with Lisa. She was strong but there is only so much a person can handle.

I don't think I'll ever find anyone like Lisa again. She's my only true love. I'm just left with all our photos stored on our cameras and phones. I kept Lisa's phone.

I remember all our memories we shared. The time Lisa was going to go and record a dance performance with her friends but I didn't want her to go.

Flashback

Jennie: baby no, don't go, stay here with me, tell them you're feeling sick.

Lisa chuckles as I hug her tightly.

Lisa: Jennie baby it's for the fans.

I pout

Jennie: please Lili stay with me.

Lisa sighs

Lisa: ok wait here.

Lisa walked into the other room, I hope she doesn't get ready.

She walked back out a couple of minutes later and smiles.

Lisa: I'm staying with you nini, what do you want to do.