a hate to love Bucky Barnes fanfic

Rage.

(Y/N) pov
While angrily looking up from my net prison at the faces of the so called heros i let out a string of profanity's. " What the hell do y'all fucking think that you're are doing! Let me out!" I could feel all of their energy's change as I let out my anger. Some of them felt empathy like the man with the wings , but most felt anger or relief that they had finally got me. "Listen here you little shit" started the man in the metal suit I spat out at him "don't tell me what to do!" I could tell he was getting angrier by the change in the atmosphere. Just as the he was about to yell at me more the man that I had punched in the nose...captain America stepped in front of him and whispered something to him. While they were preoccupied with their secrets I was trying to tear the net that I was caught in ,but as I tried to a woman with red hair stepped on my hand "no" was all she said I snatched my hand back from underneath her weight causing her to slightly stumble backward. Everything was getting to be too much. My lip was still bleeding, a cut I had gotten on my cheekbone from falling out of the fucking sky was now bleeding, I was mentally worn out from using my powers, I was physically exhausted from running, and now I was again on the verge of tears. The day that was supposed to be the best of my life, was actually turning into one of the worst. As I was internally freaking out for the second time in the span of two hours the man with the bow and arrows gave me a look of empathy and crouched down next to me. I could tell he didn't want to hurt me but I still didn't like the fact that he was so close. So, as he reached out to put his hand on my shoulder I bit him. He yanked his hand back and looked at me sadly examining his now bleeding hand. "That wasn't very nice" he said frowning at me. "No one told you to try and touch me, do I look like a nice person" I say squinting at him my voice filled with venom. There was no reason to take out my anger and frustration on this poor man but he was the only one who paying attention to me right now so being the little shit that I am ima make his life harder than it needs to be. Just as I finish my conversation with the arrow man another figure appears in my peripheral vision. It was the man with the pretty hair, the one that had the metal arm, the man..just then it hit me. It was the winter soldier. This is where he has been all this time! Playing superhero with theses babbling baboons. I snapped my head around to face him so quickly I felt as if I gave myself whiplash. I just stared at him. Rage filled every part of me, from the tips of my toes to the top of my head my body burned with anger. This feeling became worse when we actually made eye contact. His eyes were filled with what looked like pity. And that was the last straw. My body burst into flames, burning the net keeping me to the ground off. I stood up and stalked toward him. "You son of a bitch, how in the fuck did you think it would ever be ok to show your face to me ever again after what you did!" At this point the attention of all the avengers was on me and my burning body. Surprisingly my body felt no pain as I was covered in flames. The winter soldiers eyes widened as he backed up and looked at his team mates for help. Just as I was about to reach his bitch ass. I felt a sharp pain in the back of my arm it was a syringe I yanked it out of me, but it was too late. Before I knew it I fell the the floor, my flames dying out as I looked up at the faces of the "hero's" with hate and tears in my eyes. As I laid there limp I tear fell from my eye as they finally closed. "I hate you" I whisper as I pass out from the exhaustion and injection.

Third person pov

"i hate you" (y/n) whispers as she passes out leaving the avengers in an uncomfortable and shocked silence. "Damn terminator, you got one crazy ass ex girlfriend" Tony says. The rest of the team just look at him with a "wtf" kind of look on their face, but Bucky and Steve just continued to look at the limp and bloodied body of (y/n) feeling all kinds of emotions envelop them. Sadness, regret, fear, empathy, relief, and worry. Slowly Steve puts his hand on Bucky's shoulder. Still looking at (y/n) he says "She doesn't remember us does she" Bucky looks back at Steve then at (y/n) "no, I don't think so" he says his voice cracking. With that he starts walking off to the quin jet leaving the rest of the avengers to deal with the girl that had just caught fire and tried to kill him.

((Time skip brought to you by America's ass))

Once they had all made it to the quin jet, Clint laid (y/n) down on a cot inside of a bulletproof glass box in which she would stay in until they got back to the tower. Once he made sure she was Secure in her new little bed, he  locked the glass box and went to sit down next to Nat. "This is gonna be a long day" he said to her as he looked at his hand. "Mmhm, we've got a whole demon in a box, just waiting to wake up and kill us all"  she responded grabbing his bloodied hand and began wrapping it, he just looked up at her in shock "well I mean that one way to put it" he said looking back at the sleeping figure in the box. During the trip back to the tower Tony had been thinking about how messed up the girl was, how scared and angry she looked..he felt pretty bad about yelling at her, so he decided to try and make it up to her whenever she woke up.

((Anotha time skip bc I'm lazy :p))

Once the jet had landed Tony went to the box and tried to pick up (y/n) but as he did so she wrapped her arms around his shoulders and nuzzled closer to him. This kinda  scared him because he was not expecting her to move and almost dropped her but ended up being ok and made his way to the tower. Without his knowledge Tony was being watched the entire time by the eyes of the winter solider. Bucky hadn't felt jealousy in a very long time until, right now. But regardless he walked into the tower and just went straight to his room not wanting to see (y/n) and Tony so close to each other. The rest of the team including Wanda, Pietro, and Bruce all went to the meeting room for a debriefing. But Before going the the meeting Tony laid a still sleeping (y/n) in another cot bolted to the floor in another cell (through this one was significantly cleaner and more modern than the last one). After leaving and locking the still asleep (y/n) in her new room he made his way to the meeting. Once he arrived to the room Steve began to explain everything about (y/n) and what happened to her.