These are personality traits i have, and i'm ashamed of lol
1. Jealous
i get jealous easily lol. it sucks, ofc i don't let it control me or turn me into a bitch, but it is an annoying quality to have.
2. Morbid
i am morbid af
okay for example
yk how blood creeps some ppl out?
i'm fascinated by it.
a friend of my aunts hunted a deer and i saw the gun wound. and i saw it's blood dripping outt of the wound. i couldn't stop looking at it and i had to fight not to touch it. tbh i would have wanted to cut it open and dissect it hehe. but that isn't why i'm morbid
it's because gore, gruesome things and scary things, don't scare me. i love them.
some ppl are creeped out by graveyards, and i would camp near one. i would actually sleep by a tombstone and not be creeped out. like it doesn't scare me. horror movies just make me laugh manically b/c of how gruesome they are.
like sometimes it scares me, but i like being scared in that way.
idk why i am like this
3. possessiveness
this quality has come out a few times, but i can be possessive lol.
and it gets on my nerves.
4. my ability to hold grudges
YEBCFHERBC
I AM A FORGIVING PERSON
BUT IF U HAVE HURT ME
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT U HURT ME
and i will never trust u the same way again
and actually, i do hold grudges sometimes. i haven't in awhile
5. dishonet
i am very dishonest about the way i feel
i can lie very easily, and i hate/love it
love it b/c that means if i need to lie to save someone i can
hate it b/c i lie about my feelings a lot
clingy/huggy: I AM SO HUGGY AND IT BOTHERS ME CUZ I KNOW IT'S ANNOYING SOMETIMES
AND I HATE IT
i think my most hated quality of my is how morbid/sadistic i can be, cuz it scares ppl. lol
random fact: at some point, i wanna dress up as a decapitated head for Halloween, or just to scare someone.
