Sometimes I like to sit down and Imagine myself On top of a building, Swinging My legs off the side carelessly staring at the night sky.
I'm Like a child who wishes to see a fairy wonderland and skip through a magical forest as the sun sets.
I want To Be able to feel save when I leave my home, Instead of this constant fear of something terrible happening to me.
I fear Not death but mankind.
All problems in this world are related to mankind in some way, it would indeed be better if we all disappeared, But because we are human we cannot be perfect. Utopia is not something that will be accomplished, as much as we try to end racism, sexism and homophobia, paedophilia, animal abuse and global warming.
It's never going to happen, because that is Utopia, and Utopia is impossible on earth, but non of that means we should top fighting, because fighting is what keeps us human, alive and sane.
If we just accepted all of it we would simply be living but not alive.
This life is horribly confusing, it's so damn hard for reasons that I just cannot find.
-Earl
