Searching for answers.

I hate traffic, after being stuck on my way home in a 3 hour traffic, i promised myself i would never take that road again,unfortunatly i wouldn't need to take that road again after i just got fired from my part time job. Tomorrow it is sunday which means i have to search for another part time job. Really, all i wanted to do was sleep the whole day. i went in to my small appartment, when i say small it is like a shoe box, two rooms which are the kitchen and the living room/bedroom. I cannot believe i just got fired, its not my fault i am always late to work, its the traffic, i told my boss but he wouldnt listen to me, he finally found a reason to fire me, i wasn't the best at cleaning and washing up, yes i was a cleaner. Ive dont so many jobs from nanny to cleaning, ive done it all from the age of 16.

your probably wondering why i live on my own, let me tell you from the age of 16 i have lived by myself, i have done everything to survive, to pay the bills, rent , save up for a car, get a job and i still go to school. some times i wish my parents where still here, my parents died in a car crash when i was 15, they took me and my little brother to a foster home, my brother got adopted but i didnt he was 12 at the time, they took him away from me. i had no contact with him, nothing. they lied they said me and my brother will be adopted together. at 16 i got adopted by Mary and james, i hated them, i did, they hated me, they only adopted me so they can get money, they didnt want me. so whilst living with them i ran away, i dont think they cared because no one is searching for me, no one cares. i have learned to live with it. i told myself i will find my brother, i want from high school to high school to find him, this year is my final year, i am starting a new high school in search of my brother. i openned my bag and got the only picture i have of my brother , Matt, i know he is 15 now, i know he goes to a high school in this state. in this picture he was 10, he's light brown eyes were glowing, he had the biggest smile in the world. he is my only family i need to find him. holding the picture near my heart i drifted ff to sleep.