Do you know what guilt is?

Just because you want something doesn't mean it will happen. I remember watching the Princess and The Frog movie and thinking
of that specific moment when Tiana's dad told her she had to fight for what she wants. She can't just wish upon a star. I feel like everyone should learn that.

These days I'm late to school everyday.

My grades are slipping bad.

I'm not working out as much and acne has begun to show up on my face.

I just want answers and nothing is getting them to me.

Why?

Why does life have to be this way? Why can't I just go to school and not have to prove myself. Why is it that the second I leave school, I go home to misery. I need to get out of this so I've always worked hard in school and just plain life.

I work hard so that I have something to live for. There is no way this is all life has to offer. I refuse to believe that the best I can get for myself is what I have.

In life there are two people. The ones who want better and the ones that do better. As a child my mother would always say do as I say not as I do. Or she would say be better then what's around you. I think that is the only thing my mother has ever given me. The advice to do and do be better.