trans tubbo au

Part 7

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tubbos pov

when i say i was scared i mean i was really really scared they were all staring at me i wanted to die "is it true are you trans?" tommy asked i looked at techno he just noded his head yeah i am female to male i felt tommy hug me i huged him back and they all huged me i felt safe we went home "toby can i talk to you" um sure i followed him "i just wanted to say im so proud of you i mean it" thanks eret 

blah blah blah time skip 1 month 

i was in my room when i got a call i answered it a female voice spoke 

"is this toby smith"

yeah this is

"i hate to tell you this but your family has past away due to your house being caught on fire"

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"im sorrry for your loss but you have one week to find a gradian over the age of 18 or file for independents but looking at your files you have a note saying that will take much longer  and if no one steps up you will be sent back to the Uk and be put with the foster system"

okay i said with a sad voice 

TW- SELF HARM 

i throw my phone on the ground and ran to the bathroom i looked in the mirror and saw a razor blade i know i shouldn't but i want to i picked it up putting 2 deep cuts and one light one i saw blood bleeding out and i felt better but then realty hit me like a fucking rock my family is dead and i just cut myself again i cleaned them and then wrapped them.

I went down to the living room and saw techno i went over to him and asked to talk to him upstairs "umm sure" techno said we walk up stares. 

whats up toby" techno asked

i just got a call from the idk but my familey died the house caught on fire and they died i said with tears gushing down my face

techno hugged me tight 

techno im sorry im so so sorry

"what do you mean" looking at me 

i did it again 

techno looked at my arms rollling up the sleave and unwrapping the bandges seeing the cuts 

its okay thanks for telling me 

techno help me clean the cuts 

AUTHER NOYTES 

IM SORRY I THOUGHT I POSTED THIS PART IM SOO SO SOOOO SORRY