The New Bad Boy in Town

CHAPTER 26: Wade

I don't know why I told her. She probably thinks differently of me now and I don't blame her for thinking it's unreal and that I'm messing with her because honestly, I would think the same thing if the shoe was on the other foot.

Right now though, she is making me more nervous than I have ever been because I have no clue what she's thinking but judging by the look on her face and her not saying anything for a while now, I can't help but feel worried.

Not that she is a judgemental person but to be fair, this is a little bit of a different situation than under any other circumstances.

Finally she says something to break the awkward silence we were both having.

"So, if you're a Sorcerer, does that mean we couldn't be together? I mean, don't you guys have to be with your own kind?" She asks with genuine sadness in her voice.

"Baby, no." I walk up towards her and have her look into my eyes. "No matter what, we can be together. I won't let that ever change. Even if it meant to give up this part of me, I wouldn't choose anything else over you." I tell her then raise her hand and place it onto my heart while I keep my other hand in the side of her face.

"This is yours. All of it. It belongs to you. Nothing and nobody else matters." I explain.

She begins to tear up and smiles at me.

"Promise?" She asks.

"I swear." I smile at her and lean in to kiss her.

We both ended up talking that night some more and since everybody already had gone off to bed, I suggested we both talk with Jimmy and Rocky some more when we got back home to find out more information.

We fell asleep spooning with each other and then left the next morning back home.

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One Week Later

The day after we had returned from our vacation, we all sat down and found out more information about what my mother was talking about and what to expect and so forth.

It seemed like the more I had found out though, the angrier I had become at my father more than before because it seems like he was ashamed to be with my mother and made sure she didn't give me the choice of deciding if rather or not I wanted to live a human life or be a Sorcerer. That wasn't his choice.

Jimmy and Rocky informed me about My mother's family and the reason they lost conta t with me.

The truth was that they never NOT wanted to be in contact with me, they were 'threatened' to stay away from influencing me by none other than, yep, you guessed it-my father.

The thing that bothers me even more about that is the fact that he lete go through my childhood feeling awkward and as of I was nothing and that I was different than others (but in a bad way).

After talking with Jimmy more and my mother coming to me that night, I started remembering times when I was a kid where several instances had occurred where looking at them now, I can tell it wasn't your typical childlike behaviors or anything.

Especially when it came to my anger issues. All my life I have have had anger issues to where apparently, as to my understanding, I would get to a point where in a way, it was my whole body would be on fire with a blue glow lighting all over me and sometimes get out of control. Yet when I came to, I couldn't remember.

Jimmy explained to me that that was because of my father and he would always describe my behavior as being out of control and would always tell me that I would be reckless and throw items, breaking things along the way and even at times would try and attack him.

I remember him even taking me to a therapist who ended up putting me on medication and did a few more sessions after diagnosing me with having a bipolar disorder from trauma of losing my mother at a young age. I had believed all of that up until recently and after finding all of this out.

Today, after dropping Jayne off at work, I returned home and was immediately in complete utter shock and surprised to see my father's car parked in front of the house.

He came here earlier than he said he would. Now is definitely NOT a good time to be near me knowing how enraged I feel towards him at the moment after finding things out recently about him.

However, it was gonna happen anyways right? He was gonna be here regardless soon so it doesn't really matter I guess if rather it was right now or a couple months from now.

I take in a few deep breaths and let it out before I get out of the car and start making my way inside.

Here goes nothing......

Next chapter will be posted soon! :)