Here We Go Again
The next 9 months went by so fast and I hadn't seen or heard from eric until I had my son Juju aka Julian. I loved my baby and maybe I shouldn't have brought him into this bullshit and I would soon regret having him. But he was my joy I had fell in Love the first moment I look into his eyes . I sent Eric pictures of the baby and you know what this bitch ass nigga said " that ain't my baby you a hoe just like your momma" that pissed me off so I told him I was going tell my mom he was my sons father. Pussy ass nigga had the nerves to ask could he come see me and Julian & like a dumb ass I said yes , shit I've been waiting on him to finally come to his senses and see his son. my mom wasn't home she was working a double shift at the hospital that night. I heard the the knock at the door around 10:30. I walked in the living room and and sat Julian in his chair and opened the door for Eric and there he was standing in the doorway high I could tell by the look in his eyes. It was the same look he had from the night when he busted my lip. He walked in and before i could turn around he put his hand around my neck and pressed something against my stomach . I looked down and it was a gun . I started to cry he said " you run yo mouth too much bitch". I knew this nigga was gonna kill me but I couldn't leave my child he was my main priority and I had to take care of my son I grabbed the gun and we began to tassel with the gun knocking everything over in the living room. Tables and chairs . The door open it my mother coming home on break and than BOOM the gun went off. 😳
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I dropped too my knees there was blood every where. My mom screamed YAYA WHAT DID YOU DO?. I yelled "HELP HIM PLEASE CALL 911 " " DID I KILL HIM MOMMA? DID I KILL HIM" I could feel my blood pressure climbing and my heart was beating through my chest .I ran over and picked up his life less body up. He was barely breathing and I just knew he was about to die, His blood all over my hands & clothes. I SCREAMED PLEASE LORD PLEASE DONT LET MY BABY DIE ON ME......😔
