𝐒𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇☯︎

6-ɥʇnɹʇ

I've been practicing my dance and Mashisho's been practicing both rap and vocal, I've continued dating Haruto to the point that he couldn't make time for his rap practices

Today are trials for those who wants to join the competition, ofcourse all the toppers are required to join the audition

I spotted Haruto with his friends, I called out for him and he turned to me...he looks rather odd, but I shrugged it off

"Hey, good luck out there" I said, our plan worked...he didn't have any time to practice, now Mashiho may have his throne

I climbed up the stage and started my audition performance...no doubt i'll perform in the finals, after the dance I took a deep breath and relaxed...after this I won't have to worry about Haruto, I won't continue dating him...that would be the same as lying, I already did so much as leading him on, I can't take the guilt if I lie to him much longer

I would be lying if I said I didn't feel a genuine attraction towards to guy, in that one month of dating my fanboy I felt so important and loved...like I said I will stop dating him but I didn't say I won't make him my friend

Atleast my hard work won't go in vain, Mashiho got really good at rappong and I can garantee he will win this battle with Haruto, Ofcourse it's all cause of me

it was now the rappers audition, I can see many students lining up for the rap audition

I saw haruto looking so down, maybe he's nervous...I decided to go approach him, It's the least I can do to make it up for my wrong doings

I walked towards Haruto with a genuine smile, I tapped his back

"Ruto-ahh..." he turned to me with an unreadable expression, it was an expression he had never used on me before

"what are you doing here, go" He shooed me away a bit too harsh for my liking, maybe something happened

"Was there something I did wrong?" I asked concerned

"We'll talk after the audition, for now get out of my sight...I'm already tensed, don't make it worse by showing your face" I was so shocked and so scared, I decided it's best if I just listen to him and talk after the audition

Mashiho ended up getting the vocal and the rap part as to me, well you already know I won the dance part...apparently Haruto's friend Asahi will be incharge of the song's beat and many more...

I decided to go search for Haruto to ask what was going on and also to comfort him from losing

I found him at the school's rooftop alone when he saw me he looked away, I sat beside him and we sat there not talking to each other...the air was thick and so was the tension between us

"What's wrong??" I asked, to my shock he stood and started screaming at me

"YOU'RE WHAT'S WRONG, you could've just told me that you were only dating me for your cousin" I was beyong shock how'd he find out

"You could've just told me that you and your cousin were too selfish who wanted the school all to themselves instead of toying with my feelings" I was trembling out of fear and guilt, I couldn't bring myself to look at him...I stood up wanting to explain myself

but before I could touch him, he pushed me down making me fall...something I didn't know he could do, But I have no rights to complain thus I made him like this

I stood up brushing my uniform and tried to hold him again but before I could touch him he left

"Ruto-ahh, please let me explain" I ran after him but I lost him in the crowds of students congratulating each other

Haruto's POV

two days before the
auditions

I was walking towards sky's studio to wish her luck on the upcoming audition, although I doubt she will need

I've been missing my practice lately but I couldn't careless, all that matters is her winning the competition...I have everything I wanted and fame was nothing compared to what I have now

Sky finally returned my feelings and I couldn't be happier

"...what will you do to haruto after my audition, will you continue dating him??" I heard mashiho's voice, is he talking to sky

"well I'll drop him" that's sky's voice, are they talking about me "i've no further need of him, we just need his rank...right??"

With that I left, I can't believe it was all a game...I was all a game

I genuinely liked her but she never did never once loved me

I was too stupid, stupid to let her do this to me

I let my tears flow along with my pride, I let that one thing I love get crushed because of a girl whom I know I could not get

end of flashbck

Back to Sky's POV

I squeezed myself through the crowd until I managed to bumb into Yoshi, he pushed me and I fell to the ground not having any sort of shame right now I swallowed my pride and looked up at him with teary eyes

"You have no idea how big of a mess you created" he crouched down to my level, no student saw what was happening...they were all too busy celebrating to even care about what going on

"please, I need to see him...I need to get him back you don't understand...I-i love him" that's when I realized, I didn't jut want him to be my friend...I wanted to love him

but it was too late

Yoshi only smirked sadly at my small figure "you're never gonna see him again" he walked away while I stayed down there sobbing, my breathing got heavier...I was hyperventilating

All I could hear was Mashiho calling out to me and Mi-hi telling me to calm down and stand up

and then

...black