You woke up to your phone going off hello ? Sorry if I woke you up but my friends came a little early but if you want ill wait for you no it's fine ok I'll see you at my apartment ok bye you got dressed even tho you had a bad feeling about this. You came in and sat next to him, he didn't notice you even got there or that you were next to him. All he did was talk about filming, back at home, and TikTok. Why did you think he would talk to you ? They're all famous and your not, he has a future and yours still hasn't changed. You looked out the window trying to hide the tears, it was just like with your step family. Everyone got along except you. You were always left out. No one even noticed you were there. Not even your own mother. *please stop falling please stop* you couldn't stop them as much as you wanted to, you stopped them before why couldn't you now ? Y/n he scared you causing you to quickly wipe your tears and look back y/n- why are your eyes red are you ok ? Yeah I'm fine but- can I just go to the bathroom ? Yeah sure right there you ran there and let a few fall, you silently cried until you made a crying sound causing it to go silent y/n ? You bit a piece of clothes to stop your self from making noise. You acted normal and went out I'm sorry if I ruined today I just need to go home you said with a few tears in your eyes that's ok everyone looked at you as you left leaving duke confused is she ok ? "I dont know maybe go after her" Cassidy said. Gosh why does this happen to me why ?? You said walking to your apartment, you saw a balcony and just wanted to just jump off it and die but couldn't. You ran to your apartment and didn't even lock the door you just ran to the couch and cried into a pillow. You couldn't hold them back and let yourself break down into tears while duke was outside hearing everything. Gosh why does this happen to me why couldn't I just die why did I think I could ever be more than friends he's famous and that girl Cassidy looks so much prettier than me he heard you insult your self and felt bad. He wanted to go in and hold you in his arms as you cried but felt like you maybe needed time alone. He texted his friends in the group chat what is happening and if you should go in. You couldn't stop yourself and slowly made cuts on your wrist. Since you didn't have the energy to kill yourself you decided it would be best for it ow you said in tears as the knife fell, it was a pretty deep cut but who was even here to stop you from dying ? No one. Duke opened the door as he heard that and saw you in tears on the couch y/n what's wrong he got bandaids and put the around your wrist. He hugged you and let you crying on his chest, this was exactly what he wanted. He wanted to hold you and calm you down if you ever broke down into tears just like right now. It broke his heart seeing you like this especially since you always looked so happy. I'm sorry no don't apologize I'll stay here all day if I need to you ruined his hoodie with you he ruined make up sorry about the hoodie it's ok you cried to sleep as he slowly laid down with you. He went on his phone in the group chat
Duke: I'm gonna stay here she isn't ok
Tati: what's wrong
Duke: she was crying and saying she wished she could be dead
Cassidy: that's terrible maybe she needs someone to talk to
Duke: well we had a conversation yesterday about how she always wanted to open up to someone but can't
Tyler: maybe sibling ?
Duke: that's the problem she always wanted an older sibling but she's the oldest and her sister is 3, you guys know about my family and how they like to spend Sunday's together and I asked her but she said it was probably best if I spend that time with them instead of wasting it with her
Devin: where is she now ?
Duke: she's sleeping, we're on the couch
Tati: ooooo "we're" 😏
Duke: right now is not the time
Tati: ok ok sorry
Duke: I just want her to be happy
Duke: she also said she wish she was pretty like you and Cassidy :(
Cassidy: but she is she just doesn't see it
Duke: maybe it's her self esteem or something about her family, she never mentioned hers only her sister
Tyler: should we cancel today ?
Duke: i dont know maybe we can go to dinner ? All of us
Your phone started ringing which was your mum, you woke up and picked up sorry
On call:
Open the door I'm outside I need rent money now but mum I don't have any for you I have things to pay too well you better get some
off call
you hung up and went outside but duke followed only to where you couldn't see but he could hear your the one who makes us rich, your an actress your job brings a lot of money and I think I should get some considering i am your mother it's not that easy I knew it your dumb ass can't do shit I should've aborted, I seen that boy you've gone with I know all you want is too sleep with him. He won't like you, your useless and can't do anything he's just my friend shut up and be a good example to your sister. Try loosing weight or maybe doing something else no one is ever gonna like you like that. This is why I hate you she left disappointed about the money which was the only thing she cares about
That's all. I'm sorry but like he didn't want her to cry he just wanted to hold her like i dont know actually forget this story forget I even wrote it
(Based off true events)
