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It's fifth of november
Another year had passed. Another year have added and another year of love
"Happy 7th anniversary my love"
It's been five years
Five years since you were gone and here i am left alone.
Five years, but still...
Five years was such a long time a lot of things have changed for the passed years but there's one thing that didn't,it was me and my unconditional and undying love
It wasn't really easy for me though, I've been and went through a lot since you've left. I've been through the very worst condition of mine since you're gone.
There were no reason to live
No reason to continue
No reason to start a new
It took me a long time though it took me years and thank God I'm starting to cope up myself once again thanks to you
It was you who put me in this storm but it was also you who'll save me from this mess as you were my ball of sunshine that's full of hopes
Thunderstorms and Rainbows it is
I thought there were nothing more no reason to continue but then you showed and gave me to start a new life a new chapter a start to continue our unfinished love story
Five years was such a long time a year that's full of happiness and sorrow and i am still in that same old cliché
Five years was such a very long time for me but everything still feels so new that i am still ain't used to it
The scar that you've left is still fresh
In order to lessen the pain that i am feeling i must live with it and continue either you're here with me or not
I've visited the same old places that we used to when you were still here
I've went to a lot of places...
I did the usual thing that we used to do whenever it's our anniversary
You know movies, slow romantic musics, and dates
For the passed five years it became a tradition of mine in order to keep you in me and the memories that we've made i must continue doing it, the dreams that we've both planned and made...even if it takes me a long time to fulfill and achieve that even if i am doing it all alone even if you're not here with me to achieve those, still.
I've learnt that in life it doesn't have to be me all the time that in love you must be more patient that love is all about being patient bold selfish and selfless but most of all love thought me one thing and that was sacrificing.
You surely taught me how to love
You taught me how to fight
You taught me how to be patient
You showed me your world a very unique one as we then started to make ours
I still think of you each and every day for the passed five years there were no days that i am not thinking of you
There were no days that i am not missing you
Loving you surely pains me
Holding unto you and unto the memories that we've made without any assurance does scared me
Not having you here knowing that i will never have you once again is killing me
But it's fine it'll all be fine for i have know that it'll make me happy eventually
I thought these past years of not having you here with was the scariest but to know that tomorrow will be another day for me to wake up without you here with me without a sooyaaa next to me is way more scarier cause i'll be spending another day and my remaining days without you
The thought of letting you go never really crossed my mind
Letting you go would be my last choice
Letting you go can maybe make everything a lot more easier, but i didn't of that. I've choose to continue our unfinished love story.
Fulfill the promises that i've made
Fulfill the things that we to planned for our near future
Cliché it is that I've never thought I'd be doing yet i did for a very long time now and still doing willingly and wholeheartedly
You'll always have a great place here in my heart my lovely sooyaaa
I love you and i will always will
Hope that you're fine and happy there behind those clouds as you're now one of those shining dazzling stars continue to be my light as you're my sunshine who'll guide me and watch me even from afar as i know how much you love me too
I love you
This is not the end
this is just a start of a new beginning
No endings just start of new beginnings in our near future
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