Torn and Frayed

Chapter 1 "I'm a Disaster."

*Jasey Belle's P.O.V.*

I wake up in a strange room. "Where am I?" I think to myself. I look around. I look down at where I'm sitting. It's a twin sized hospital bed with a spongebob comforter on it. "Hospital... Again?" I say. I look down at my wrists. It's not because I cut too deep... It's not because I haven't been eating... I look under my arm and I see a big teddy bear.
"Where are my parents?" I say aloud.
"I'm sorry Jasey, but your parents are gone... For good." An unfamiliar voice answers me. I look down at my arms again and I see bruises. I start to cry.
"Where is Carter? Please tell me he's alive. Please." I sob. Carter is my whole life. He's my big brother. He's helped me through everything. He is the reason I haven't killed myself yet. He can't be gone. If he's gone, I'm going to end it. I have to be with him. I'll miss him too much.
"He's still alive. He's in the room next to you." The voice says.
"I have to see him. Take me to him now." I demand.
"B-" he starts.
"NOW!" I yell. "I NEED TO SEE MY BROTHER!"
I start having a panic attack. The only person who can help me is Carter.
"P-please. I-I need h-him." I say sobbing and shaking very badly.
"Okay." He says worried. He rolls my bed out to the hallway and into Carter's room.
"C-Carter..." I say choking on a sob. He doesn't answer me, his eyes are closed.
"B-Bubba!" I say a bit louder. He shoots up, hearing the panic in my voice.
"Jasey! Baby girl, come here!" He says in a worried, but an understanding voice. I get out of the bed, and go to his bed. He pulls me close to him and holds me. He kisses my hair and whispers in my ear.
"Everything will be okay, beautiful. I'm here. I'll always be here." He says, calming me. I wrap my arms around him and sob into his chest.
"It's okay princess. I promise baby girl. I'm here. I'll never leave you. Mum and dad may be gone, but I'll stay right here by you. I promise. Nothing can change that. Nothing." He coos. I feel better, but stay in his safe and warm embrace.
"You're all I have left, bubba. I can't lose you. Ever. I was thinking to myself in my room, If you were gone, I was going to end it. And make sure there was no way I'd be able to be saved. I have to stay with you. You're my everything, Cat." I say, using my nickname for him.
"Baby girl, I promise I won't leave you here alone. But If anything happens to me, I need you to promise that you will stay strong without me. I need you to stay alive even if I'm not here." He says seriously. I nod.
"I promise." I say sticking out my pinky. He wraps my small finger with his.
"I love you baby girl, forever and always princess." He says to me, fully calming me down.
"I love you too bubba. Toujour et toujours." I say. Toujour et toujours is French for 'forever and always'. I smile at him and we both lay back. He wraps his arms around me tighter and I lay my head on his chest. Then everything goes black.

(A/N: How did I do on this chapter?? What do you think happened?!?!? Did she pass out? Is she dead? Or did she just fall asleep? Comment what you think.
Love, love,
Alli💜)