Beyond the celestial Elvan's gateway

chapter one: Caria

« it is sad that person falls inside you, pretending to be safe with hopes while you are suffering and fighting alone, hard to face shocks as if you found the right person and quickly find yourself in the hard time, hard to imagine that you will get ready to lose that right person "

A voice from a dark female silhouette emanating ,in somewhere at a rare forest ,it seems that this old woman is the founder of the island...the woman looks at the girl but this girl Caria does not care about the sound and cannot see the female founder. Caria's eyes are wilted, as if she knows about the coming of the death to destroy someone she loves, the rain falls profusely while she is still staring at the corpse.

Caria remembered her mother's death ,when she die in front of her when Caria was a kid ,they both died in the same position but in different long time, she's remember the words «we were born into a cruel world, yet beautiful" (Adam's voice) .she had a pretty good childhood, how emotional when a father return home after long day of work ,you hear the knock on the vintage door and you get excited to open it ,he brings you your favorite fruits like pomegranates and figs and even strawberries or the natural curiosity that appears on any child when he wants to know what surrounds with his world, yes it's the childhood ,we all have missed these tiny moments ad as we grow older our misery becomes until wishes evaporate. Your heart is still waiting for the afterlife, a peaceful mind

"I feel I am not wanted"

(Day in life of Caria's childhood)

Her legs are cold as the cold of "uzungol" snow in the middle of the winter, that normal house made of big stones and strong woods ,a sleeping dog next to the door but there's a sound inside of the home ,voice of a man screaming

-"I'm going to confuse you, I'll teach you again, you little bastard, stupid......DO YOU HEAR ME???NO, of course you don't, anyone would think you were deaf huh?

"And what if I was? I thought. Then you'd be sorry" Caria speaking louder

-"I will come to show you what happens to children who do not know how they were born. If you do not hear the reason then you will hear behind my slaps"

Caria was slapped by her father, she fell on her little bed, she didn't expect that, didn't believe that her father change a lot and now she can't hide her tears .the girl turned toward her bedspread, it deems that she saw her mother's ghost probably she was over thinking, feel tired or just from her imagination and then she felt frustrated .her father or we can say the terrible man looked at her with awful eyes, and went out and he closed the room's door.

"You will never be missed by the most important faces"

"And the person you love will not even notice your disappearance."

"And your family will not notice your evaporation."

"And no one will notice what your permanent sadness is."

"But you are still standing on your feet, waiting for someone to see you outdoors."

The sound of what emanates in this child's mind is similar to the voice of her mother

The girl covered up, she wanted to sleep. Perhaps he may forget her with what is going on around her.