26 OF APRIL 2021
It's currently 08:09. I hhate ythis
I DID manage to go to real school but honestly, my anxiety got worse since i was doing super bad in the case of like talking and stuff and uh like it got worse since i had a panic attack in school in the uh... bathroom.. but anyways i got another ear infection, LIKE WHAT THE FICK i got 5 these 2020 and 2021 years i'm worried for my ear but my earbuds are an obsession. I watched Evan Hansen and it took 2 school days, thank god for P.I.P.
I also rewatched The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals. I got an 80 in ART. and yeah i cried because how the hell do i get 98 on math and reading and EVEN IN SCIENCE, but no, not art, not the best thing i'm actually good at. It's just that it's the only thing i'm interested in and the only real reason i go to school. But my art teacher thinks were mf dumb "oh ThIs OnEs FoR 1st GrAdErs!1!!"
-and then makes us do art for college students, haha. nice, i'm barely in middle school but it's alright. I wish I could switch classes but i'm still so interested in painting and stuff like that, i hate the bus though. I have to wake up at 5:50 AM just so my bus can arrive super late, and then I have to wait like 30 minutes just for my class to start. Ig i.can rate my classes, oh by the way, im at online school today, i hate actual school
Art : 5/10
Math : 9/10
Dance : 3/10
Reading : 7/10
Lunch : 0/10 u don't get to eat because then ppl look at u weirdly, if you have social anxiety and have no friends or phone, LMAAOOOOO UR FUCKED.
Science 2/10 I get to watch musicals and other things there since im at the very back, it kinda looks like this but a bit more smaller and the teacher's desk is at the very left, and i'm at the very back next to the door to enter, it's nice also since there's only 2 other people. But the classroom is very much shitty.
Social Studies/History : 0/10. i'm waiting for the moment we learn about america or britain please, it's such a boring class too.
HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE THAT EXCPET WHITE BOARD FOR MARKER MY GOD AND THE MIRROR BUT ITS STILL WOW SIMILARpE : 3/10, i have some "friends" there, but they are troublemakers and you know me, goody2 shoes :]
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Randomcw - cursing, adhd hey! i decided to make my diary on here since my diaries always get exposed by my sister, anyways, a bunch of stupid sh!t.