I am scared of love,
I am scared of getting used again,
The hypnotizing of manipulation,
Not realizing till its too later,
The heartbreak and tears of being cheated on,
The loneliness of the once sister figure but now the one that you hate,
Promises are broken and lies said,
Untruthful words and stupid dreams,
The thing i was most scared of came true but never again,
The decreasing of friends,
And the mask i wear,
You lie that much you start believing it too,
Distancing myself from the ones i care about,
Scared of more leaving,
No longer feel pain or sadness,
Just numbness,
Didn't know it was emotionally abusive till after,
I would go through all of this pain again if i had a choice,
Because now i have found my prince charming and can live every ever after.
made by me
