"Okay? What about.." Clay sat next to george on the bed now
"Everything.." George let out a shaky breathe
"Ok-"
"I'll start," George sighed
"I don't know what happened between us, okay? You said some stupid shit about my dad and it got around the school, and-"
"George- they were rumours, i never said anything, you were my best friend i would never.."
George looked in clays eyes, and he continued
"So when we broke off our friendship, that's when i found Alcohol, i was only 12 but it worked, I then found, Tommy, Techno and will, who then led me to meet tubbo,
Then at age 14 my dad left, Aloung with my brother who was 16," George twisted a black ring on his finger
"That's when it got worse, i Drank. A lot, i started smoking.. I would go to parties nearly every night, hook up with a girl, have sex with her then leave in the morning never talking to them again, And the fights, People became scared of me- i-" Georges breath cut short
"Come here" Clay held his arms out which george leaned into clays touch
"I don't want people to be scared of me" George whispered letting a tear roll down his cheek
Clay hadn't seen george this vulnerable since they were 12, Clay liked georges soft side, but this was a new thing for clay to see george like this,
"Dream.." George said quietly
Dreams eyes lit up, George was the one who initially made up nicknames,
He gave Sapnap the name Sapnap because his favourite animal was a panda, so he turned the word around
And dream was given to him, because dream used to always complain about the weird dreams he would have
George didn't call him dream since he was 12, Dream had never felt so relieved to have been called that name
"Dream i'm sorry.." George whispered into Dreams chest
"It's okay gogy" Dream smiled
There's the other name, Gogy was a name because george used to wear clout goggles at parties, and dream just thought of it,
George just hugged tighter,
"George i cant breathe" dream laughed,
George pulled away "i know" he replied smiling
"Are you trying to kill me?"
"Possibly.." George said standing up,
"Hey sit back down!" Dream said dragging george back down onto the bed,
George giggled
Dream could feel his face heat up at the blush,
"I'm tired" George said out of the blue,
"Sleep then" Dream chuckled
"Okay" George lay on dream,
(The only reason george is like this, is cause he's tired and stuff he's really like clingy and touchy when he's tired)
"Can i gave a cigarette before i sleep though?" George sat up mumbling
"You know where they are, i'm gonna go get a drink" Dream smiled leaving the room,
George went to the window opening it and sitting on the ledge, he lit the paper and put it in his mouth,
He felt his lungs fill with smoke, He knew it wasn't good for him, Hut he was addicted. it's his way to cope, his medicine,
George blew out smoke, his eyes drawn to his own hands,
His hands were a mess, With cuts, Bruises and scars covering them,
He was a mess. he had done this to himself
"Fuck me." He whispered letting out the last breaths of smoke,
Immediately george got out a second one,
"another one?" Dream walked back into the room,
George nodded,
"Hey.. you okay?" Dream sat on the ledge next to george
"i-" George started before stopping and taking another breath of the toxic smoke
"You don't usually have two in a row" Dream said quietly
"I'm a mess. Im a fucking mess Dream. I've done this to myself, i'm surprised i'm still living, i would've thought i would've killed myself at age 15 or 16, but here i am, nearly 18 years old and still fucking alive" George growled at himself,
"George.." Dream sadly said putting his arm around georges shoulder,
George put his head on Dreams shoulder
"Why.. why am i still here."
"Because your amazing, i promise" Dream whispered
Dream was thinking of how he could make george feel better, his eyes lay on the cigarette george was smoking and he grinned
"Hey can i try that?"
"This?" George lifted his head letting out a breath of smoke
"Yeah!" Dream smiled
"Sure but don't die" George handed it over giggling at himself
Dream held it to his mouth inhaling it and handing it back to george,
Dream immediately coughed at the foul taste of it,
George was holding his stomach laughing
"How can you have that?" Dream asked stoll coughing
"I- Used to it-" George said out of laughs
"That's disgusting" Dream wheezed
George let out a large smoke cloud
"Eh, it if works it works-" George said not realising what he said
"What do you mean it works?"
"Oh- uh- Stops me from doing things i guess" George shrugged
Dream took the hint
"I'm gonna set the air mattress set up" Dream said climbing back into the house,
George stayed out a little longer, His legs dangling down from the window.
Jump. "What- No-"
"You good?" Dream asked
"Uh yeah," George put the cigarette out and threw it outside,
he got inside and lay on the air mattress which was now set up,
"You know you have to go home eventually, your mom is gonna be worried" Dream lay on his own bed
"No, she won't, the only thing she cares about is me stopping smoking and drinking" George turned around so he wasn't facing dream,
"Goodnight George"
"Mhm"
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Hatred. - Dnf Highschool AU
FanfictionGeorge didn't have the best life, his parents had money, But that didn't mean they were the kindest, His dad drank a lot, and smoked, causing george to follow in his footsteps, His mother was always trying to stop him, but to no avail, Clay. or shou...
