Do you ever have a small voice in your head that says
"What if everyone disappears?"
Well, I guess everyone already disappeared for me...
But do you ever worry that everyone you love will just...leave?
I think I worried about it a lot
I'm remembering things...
Like, my favorite color was purple
Not a bright purple, but a....
Murky purple
Like all my darkness just poured into it
And now it's dark too
Kinda like this purple
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I can't believe I'm remembering things
It feels like, decades since I've remembered anything about myself
Other people
My family
My friends
Although...
I didn't really have friends
Mainly just people who put up with me
Or people who laughed at me
Those aren't friends....
Some things are still blurry
Like peoples faces, their eye color, their voices
I can only hear....laughter
Mean, cold, cruel laughter
I felt weak
So weak...
...
