Why does it hit me all of the sudden?
Smack damn in the face, like an unemployed cousin.
Just needing a place to lay their head,
not given a damn bout the the shit that they did.
truth be truth, it hits me too
hits me so hard and it ain't cool
reminding me of things I forgot
guess I didn't and thats what this sentence is about
i hate what they did to me
hate that I am no longer free
no longer sacred in the Lord's eyes
no longer, anyones prize
I am tarnished
black and blue
scars to prove
I am not you
pristine and proud,
on top of that tower
pride is all I had
and it was stripped
broken
shattered
an empty shell
of me
is what is left of me
