Mentally Unstable (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 8

I felt my body relax as the sight of Alex appeared, with him entering through the main doors of the cafeteria, and a small smile on his lips.

Alex had been my friend for ages, since I was six maybe.... so I knew him even when I was living with Carl.

It's odd how he is my best friend, when he was three years older than myself.

I trusted him more than any other person, if I was honest. Even more than what I trusted Carl.

So it did bring me relief to see my best friend, and I hope and pray to god he will believe me when I tell him what's going on.

Do you honestly believe he'll listen to someone as delusional as yourself?

I shook my head from the voice, and went to stand up as Alex approached my table.

But he stopped me, sitting down in front of me, "Hey." Alex smiled.

I found myself staring at the badge on his dark blue polo shirt. It was yellow with a dark print stating he was a visitor.

"Hey, is it just you?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper, maybe that was because of what Dr. Harding did... my body hasnt fully recovered.

Alex nodded, "Your family would have come, but your younger siblings are still jet lagged from the flight."

"Jax and Jaz are here too?" I asked, surprised.

Alex nodded, "Yeah, so is your Grandpa."

I looked away in disbelief, "Why?"

"What do you mean, why?" Alex snorted.

"Why would they all be here? What are they doing? Are they here for a vacatio-"

"Jason," Alex practically growled, "They are your fucking family, they came here to check on you for christ sake."

"I almost killed Justin, and shouldnt he be preparing for some crappy music thing?" I spat, "They dont care about me."

"Why do you do this to yourself?" Alex sighed exhausted, "They love you so damn much, Jason. Stop singling yourself out."

"I dont want to talk about this anymore." I mumbled, running a shaky hand through my hair.

"You really need to start talking about these things." Alex bit his bottom lip.

I pursed my lips to the side, "I need your help..."

"With talking?" Alex furrowed his brows, leaning his elbows on the table as he stared at me.

I shook my head, "I need to get out of here, Alex." I whispered, "They-"

"Are you an idiot?" Alex groaned, "You are here to get help, Jason."

"But they... I just... this one doctor is crazy... please, I cant be here anymore." I begged almost, looking around hopeful no one was listening in.

"Jason, stay calm... thing's will get better." Alex muttered.

Author's Note; really short I know sorry the chapter deleted on me and ugh... okay I have a serious question, should I turn this into a boyxboy story, or leave it as it is? And if yes, who should I pair with each other? What boyxboy couples should I put together? Its up to you readers anyway, I still have my usual plans for this story, it wouldnt effect the story completely, but it may shape the story out come more :) up to you guys xx btw picture on the side is Alex.. played by Channing Tatum ;)