I'M NOT WEAK (Tododeku)

Chapter 4: Trauma

Deku POV:

Nurse: "Just follow me please"

Deku: "Oh don't worry I know we're to go" I walked past her and started walking to Dr. Mike's office. I don't think I have seen her before. Maybe she's new.

Nurse: I'm sorry sir but I think that was a bit rude and I have never seen you here before so trust me you probably don't know where to go.

Ok that was a really snarky voice. Okay fine then.

Deku: "Okay one question, how long have you have been working here"

Nurse: I started to work here on the 14th why

Deku: Ahh I see well I have been going here for years. I know most where everything is and who everyone is. Also since you wasted my time. Dr.Mike is now waiting for and not the other way around.

I just walked I didn't want to hear what she had to say.

I take a right then went a down the left hallway. I see the second door to the left and knocked on the door that was labeled Dr.Mike. Sure I know all the people here but I still want to be a little professional.

Mike: Come on in Izuku, I know it's you.

I walk in and immediately lay myself on the bed.

Mike: You know I'm really surprised you're late. You're usually here before me but not today. Why is that?

Deku: Some new nurse here tried to show me the way but after I told her I know to go ahe called me rude saying she didn't know me. Of course you don't know me YOU. ARE. NEW. HERE.
Damn that was a stupid but small argument.

Mike: I'm glad you said that because your one to recognize a problem.

Deku: Actually I wanted to talk to you about that.

Mike: Of course Izuku. Let me just get my pen and notebook and I'll come sit next to you. (Tip: If you go to therapy and your therapy doesn't take notes that a bad sign. It's illegal for a therapist to not take notes)

Deku: Thanks Mike

I sit up so Mike can come sit next to me. I like Mike to sit next to me because when he takes notes I want to see them, if I don't it give me anxiety that he's judging me.

Mike came and sat next to me

Mike: So with your ADHD you usually don't remember what we need to talk about so I have to remind you.

Deku: Yeah I know sorry ab-

Mike: ah what did I say about saying sorry?

Deku: I don't have to say sorry for something I forgot about because either I wasn't mental present or I was protecting myself and there is nother wrong with protecting myself.

Mike: There we go, you got this. But anyways back on topic what did you want to take about?

Deal breath in, deal breath out

Deku: So since I am a YouTuber and there is a lot and I mean a lot of pressure for people and to see your face and know anything and everything about you. I did a simple reveal with a camera and a mask over my face and toke it off while doing a Q and A. Well I posted on Twitter and YouTube community that I would do a video and ask me questions. But the most asked question was "What is your second gender"

Mike: Well how did you react to that?

Deku: Well I was anger at first then sad. These people would think of me differently if they found out. They would judge me I had no control over. It's just so degrading....But I wanted to stop hiding behind a mask and show them that an Omega was successful. I could show the world that someone of my stature could be more of what they could ever imagine. So I got into it I started making plans of how I could do such much more without having to be only at a computer.