THE ASSHOLE AND THE BABYSITTER[MPREG][END]

CHAPTER 14: AFTERMATH

GULF POV

I completed my class and came to home to get ready for the date with Mew . I am going crazy from the morning by thinking what should I wear . But now I am convinced after remembering that it is only a dark place so no one could see my dress. But I should be presentable before Mew Right so I just changing and changing the shirts continuously and created the mess finally I wore the white T-shirt and black demine pants . I could say I am excited  more and more just think my long time crush invited me for going out with him I was thinking random things while slowly jogging towards the bus stop . My thoughts got interpreted by the message  from Mew I am happy to now he messaged me but I realized I am going to be late and going to upset him I finally reached him and keep on giving him my apology but he didn't speak so I thought he is angry with me but he said he just now arrived you are not that late in sweet tone I am happy that he doesn't get angry . 

We reached the  bar and it was really dark only the party lights are there we can't recognize anyone there . We ordered drinks . I remember the first time when I drunk how I acted so I said to myself drink less and the other thing is I wanted to know more about him so I don't want to get drunk . We were speaking about the random things and enjoying our first outing.

We went back home after few hours when we reached there he asked me to drink with him in his room so I went with him we were watching the random shows . I was really drunk I am not in my state anymore but inner me was expecting for something . I was admiring his face suddenly he started kissing me . It felt like a dream for me I lost myself there what is now happening is just like a dream for me.

I woke up in the morning to see I am lying in the embrace of Mew . I though it was the dream still I felt pain in my lower back and ass . I saw some blood droplets in the sheets I am sure it is because from the rear hole . I know it is also my mistake because what I remember from the night which I thought it is the dream I didn't appose him even for a second but still I can't accept I lost my virginity just like that . This is something I cherished and want to feel the whole thing when me and my love do . But Mew is just my crush . But still I can't blame him for the hole thing or he just acted like this because he wanted only the sex part from him. I tried to wake up from the bed but my legs or wobbling I can't reach my home like this . I took few steps. I saw a condom with cum and some blood covered out side . The part of me was happy that god he wore or may be I get pregnant in the middle of studies . I wanted to talk about this to Mew badly but I need to collect myself first so I wanted to be out from this place for some time . Thank god it is Saturday still I can't go home in this condition. I don't know what to do went to my room in Mew's house took a calming bath I the tub . It felt somewhat good . My only choice is Mild I called him that I can stay there still tomorrow morning . 

He said okay but from 11:00 Am he can allow me in . Because now his father is having some sort of business breakfast with the people . I saw the time it is 8:30 Am now . So I asked whether he could go out with me now to the coffee shop he said ok. I don't know I can speak with him about this or not , since he doesn't know what I exactly my condition is but still I feel like he will stand by my side even I don't say anything. I just want to go out of this place now to clear my mind.

I went down in the stairs I was paining a  little but still I can manage . I went out and started to walk to the café . I went in ordered a chocolate shake and found a corner to sit and think how to deal with this . Within no time Mild came and we were speaking random things I tried to act normal , but  out of now were he suddenly asked are you hiding some thing from me . I managed a smile and said no mild nothing I know he is worried about me I need to explain everything to  him from the start to make him understand why this sex is something I don't want now . I expected he will bombard me with questions but he said you know you can speak with me right. I just smiled at him and thinking how to explain to him . Because I know he won't make fun of me.

Mew pov   

I woke at 11 am and watched around but reality hit me when I saw condom with cum and blood . I tried to remember what mess I created last night . I saw blood stains in my sheets too . I looked around to see mine and Gulf's cloths are every were, now I understood that I really had sex with him . I lost everything in a minute that I realized Gulf was not in my room I wore my boxer and went to his room but his room was empty .

I feel like I need to cry badly because I was expecting him only for sex I am pretty sure he thought that I used him for sex so only he left . I started to get worried because of the blood because I know he is virgin but am I that rough on him , am I that horrible person . I  just ruined my every chances to get him and every trust I tried to build in him . My eyes are filled with water and I am confused I don't know what to do . I went down expecting he should be there but still he is not .

I tried calling him but he didn't pick up my call . I tried again now it is not reachable . I even don't know what he is thinking. I went out to check he is somewhere nearby or not. But still he is no where to be found. I planned to go to nearby Café to find him since he like coffee more.