I find myself smiling again today i wonder when and where it came from.
I cry to release my pain but not for you but for me.
I try to be happy and make you proud but it doesn't always work.
I smile but not for me, but for you because i want to show you that am not always sad.
I just wish you we're here with me.
I am still happy just not as much like i was.
I just miss you but I know your in a better place.
I just wish.
