𝐻𝒪𝒮𝒯𝐸𝒮𝒮

𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓁

October 18, 2020

"If hyung can leave, why can't I?" I grab my boots out of my closet and put them on.

"He wasn't suppose to leave and you know that" Hyung crosses his arms. "We have a comeback tomorrow" 

"I know, Hyung" I grab my phone and keys. "I'll be back tonight." I walk towards the door and he stands in front of me.

"What is more important than our comeback show?"

I smile at his question.

"𝐸𝒸𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓈𝓎" 

"What?"

I walk pass him quickly before he says anything else. I open the front door.

"Wait" I turn toward hyung and he sighs and pinches the bridge of his nose. "You will take me where your going sometime, alright."

"OK, I don't mind" I walk out the door and head to my car. I hear the door open and hyung is standing there. 

"Come here" I turn and walk to him. He grabs me by the shoulders and shakes me lightly.

"NO drinking or stupid stuff" 

I laugh at him and he smiles. I walk back to my car and get in. 

 I drive off and head straight to my favorite place. Nobody knows of where i'm going, well except hyung now, but i'm bored and stressed and I can't get on a stage tomorrow like that. I just need to de-stress a little bit. I speed down the highway and pull over to a field of flowers. 

"Poppies and roses" I look at the different types of flowers as i walk up to the circle of men.

"Good Evening" I say and the man nods.

"Ticket?" I show him my shoulder, showing him the small tattoo and the man smiles.

"Oh your one of those members" he opens the latch on the ground and I walk down quickly. He closes it behind me and i run down the stairs until i see the 'Ecstasy' sign above the door. I open the door and a blast of smoke hits my face. I cough harshly. I still haven't gotten used to it . I walk to the bar where she is. She walks towards me and my heart palpitates.

~(Take me where your heart is by Q)~

"Hello, sir" she smiles at me. Today she is wearing a dress that tight. Too tight. She holds out her hand and I take it .

𝐼𝓉'𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂.

This place, Ecstasy, is about its dancers but i'm not here for the dancers. I want the hostess. She is the only reason i come to this club and i can't have her. Though I haven't actually tried to have a conversation but I just needed to see her. 

"What would you like sir?" 

𝒴𝑜𝓊

"I would like a room" I smile at her and she escorts me to a room

"Number 174" She opens the door and I walk in. She walks in behind me.

" Do you need anything to drink or anything?"

"No" I sit in the chair and look at her "Not today" 

"Alright, I will grab one of the girls for you. Do you want anyone in particular?"

𝒴𝑜𝓊. 

"No" I look around the room trying to direct my attention away from her. "It doesn't really matter who it is, I guess" 

𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊

"Yes sir, I will bring one of the dancers" She closes the door behind her and I lay back on the couch. Why am i so complicated? I never get nervous around women. So why her? I get lost in my lips that i don't see the door open until a woman sits on my lap and another sits next to me, touching my hair. I look at the door to see the hostess.