Today is the day is the college party, as much as I wanted to go, not.
I can't go, shit went down in one of my clubs making me have to go and sort it out.
To be completely honest the only real reason I wanted to go to the party was to see Valentina but gosh seeing her with that douche is annoying as fuck.
I hate that he gets to runs his nasty hands along her perfect goddess of a body and I can't. I guess you can say I am some what jealous of him. But not to worry there is many girls with a gorgeous body.
Not like Valentinas
damn you self conscious
I seriously think that my self conscious is obsessed with her more than one of my one night flings is with me.
You are damn right
Talking about an obsessive bitch I have to start thinking of a way to get rid of my one night fling.
I hate one night stands that cant seen to understand the meaning of a fucking one night stand. IT STATES IT IN THE DAMN NAME.
ONLY. ONE . NIGHT
They think they can change the famous "playboy" side of me and I that I will develop feelings for them.
Well guess what bitches, you are mistaken. I choose the way I want to be and you don't get to choose the way I act. If you can't seem to control who the fuck you develop feelings for them don't come to me.
I could care less if you have feelings for me, I will tell you to leave.
Anyways enough about "love" that topic disgusts me to the fucking max. If I had one wish I would wish that I never met her.
I guess I should give you a background of her to understand the reason I loath the topic of love.
Her name was Naomi.
She was a fucking goddess. I took interest in her at the time. At the time I believed in love at first site.
I met her when I was a junior in high school. My dumbass thought I would have a future with her. Oh how wrong was I to be believe that.
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RomanceValentina Esposito also known as La Rose Del Diavolo- The future leader of the Italian - American Mafia. At just the age of 21 she take over the mafia is which her father so dearly loved becoming the first women to ever take role as leader. However...