𝑁𝐸𝑆𝑆𝐴 𝐵𝐴𝑅𝑅𝐸𝑇𝑇

Without me

I've been calling nessa all day and she's been ducking my calls so I decided to drive over to her house.

I get to her apartment and just walk in,
"Nessa, it's Luna and I've been calling yo-"
My eyes don't believe it, Nessa and Jaden making out on her couch.
"what the fuck?!" I yell, "Luna it not what it looks like!" She says trying to calm me down, "so I didn't just walk in on you making out with Jaden?" She goes quiet, "Nessa you said you liked me, I though that" I start to cry, "you know what fuck you!" I shout at her, "and fuck you too you're a real dick" I say to Jaden, "just wait until mads hears about this" I say,  get ready to walk out the door.

"Please don't tell her" Jaden says, "how long has this been going on?" "It doesn't matter Luna we were never official" this bitch, "oh my god! Nessa I love you so much, why are you pushing me away? Never mind goodbye Nessa don't call or any type or any shit I'm done with you, I leave for two fucking days!" I say with tears.
"I'm sorry luna" she says, "no nessa cause you are obviously fine without me, bye nessa"

I leave her apartment and go back to mine, and Avani is there.
She sees I'm crying, "bebe what's wrong?" She asks hugging me, "she's been fucking Jaden behind my back" I say, "Nessa?" "Yes" I say, and go into my room.
I lay down in my bed, and Avani opens my door, then lays down in bed with me.
"I was gonna ask her to be my girlfriend, I loved her so much" I say, "I'm sorry beb" Avani says hugging me tight. "I feel so bad for mads her boyfriend and best friend" I say. "I know and mads is so sweet" avani says. "I'm gonna call her and tell her" I say, "I have her number avani says, "give it to me" she gives it to me and I call her.

She answers, "hello?" "Hey mads it's Luna I need to tell you something.
I tell her what happened she didn't believe it at first but then she said that he had been acting shady lately. At this point she's crying, "I'm sorry" I say to her, "don't be he's a ass and she's a real bitch for that" "I know" "but are you ok? I know you guys had something going on" I sigh "yeah we did, but I'm just kinda hurt, she's actually the first person I've actually fell in deep love with, and I was planning to ask her out when I got back home" "that's really tough" she says. "Yeah but I'll probably get over it hopefully" "ok, well I gotta go but it was nice talking to you Luna and thanks for telling me" "anytime bye mads" we hang up.

I start to cry more and Avani hugs me "it gonna be ok bebe" "Avani what if it's not? I love her so so much" "then fuck her" I look at her "what?" "If she couldn't see that you loved her and got with Jaden she's not worth it" "you're right" I say, "I love you bestie" she says "I love you too" I say and we hug, "think I'm gonna go to bed" I say, "it's four in the afternoon" she says looking at her phone "exactly" I say laying down. "Okay" she says and leaves my room.

I don't actually fall asleep for another hour I actually end up stalking nessa for that last time then I unfollow her on everything.