My head is spinning from what the police are saying. I hear what they are saying I just don't wanna beleive it. "Miss are you ok do you need a glass of water." This made me furious. " You just told me that I have to leave and live with someone else because my mother isn't a healthy and trusted guardian and you ask if i'm ok." I felt a familier hand on my shoulder. I know he was trying to comfort me but I can't be comforted right now. It's not that I don't want to leave this house but when I leave this house I leave the people I love. The worst is that me and Seth had just started our relationship.
"Will I still be going to this school?" "I'm afraid not ma'am you will be going to a little town in Iowa named Correcctionville. Where you will have only a father." I stood up and pushed my chair in taking careful steady breaths."I need a moment." As I turned to walk away they told me,"Well When your ready come down to the police station and we will fill you in on when you will move." With that they left.
When I heard the front door shut I turned around to Seth and leaned in to him. My knees gave out and my eyes whelled up with tears. I buried my face in his chest. He scooped me up and carried me up the stairs to my room. He shut the door behind him as we entered. Underneath me I could feel the familier warmth of my purple soft blanket.He lie beside me caressing my cheek with his thumb."What will I do with out you" I said threw my hiccuping and crying.
"Actually my dad lives in correcctionville so maybe we will be neighbors or something. I will still get to see you. That's why i'm not crying with you" We both laughed and I started to cheer up. "So thats where you are most of the week." The news was suprizing but yet it warmed me."Actuall only from wednessday to saturday. But actually maybe I can just live with my dad and go to school with you ."
We where laying on our side facing each other. When he took the blanket from the end of the bed and covered both of us. supposidly my room is cold. He took my face in his hand"I think leaving the house will be good for you." I could see the look of concern in his eyes. I buried my head in his chest again. He stroked my hair with his free hand with the other one he grabed my hand. "I love you so much." "I love you to." The slow thrum of his heart was a lulliby. He was warm and cozy. I fell asleep to him saying how much he loves me. His voice was like silk .
"Hey we slept all night and morning. Looks like no school again." I fluttered my eyes open to see my favorite smile. That cocky mischieviouse grin he always wore.I couldn't help but smile back "I guess not. I do need to take a shower though." I leaped up and started to walk to the bathroom door. The same one my mom tried to kill herself in."Should I help you wash your hair." He is the same as he will always be.
After I told him that he should just go downstairs and watch a movie I steped into the shower. The warm water was like heaven. Then a pain so deep cut through me that I couldn't stand anymore I sunk to the floor and started to cry. I thought about how i have to leave and about how my mom will be alone. Who will protect her? What ifs filled my head and I couldn't stop from crying out. "Stop! Stop the voices! They won't stop." Then everything went silent. I was numb and i couldn't feel anything. I looked down and realized that I was stabbing myself with a bobbie pin from my hair. The boold swirled down the drain. I can't stand the sight of blood. My eyes started to close and I fell unconciouse.
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CasualeThis is a story about a girl who has been raising herself since her parents split apart (She was;six when they split)All the while she is trying to keep her mom on her feet from the things that her dad had put her through. Her parents split apart on...
