Rainstorms of Blessings

Butterflies

Whenever your name pops up on my message notifications---

I get uneasy.

Because them butterflies decide that it's time to fly whenever I see your name or face.

I did not expect myself to fall for anyone, especially you.

Yet, here is my cringey self writing about it all.

And I know for a fact I won't regret this because I personally want to remember it.

You're such a bundle of joy, always lighting up the room with your huge smile and those not-so-funny jokes and a grin that just never quite leaves your face.

And also the fact that you have a strong love for Jesus, I HEART!

We got closer in less than a month after knowing you for about 4 years.

If we don't go pass this so called "talking stage" I would still be happy with what we have. 

I have so much more good things to say about you, but I bet if we never talked, I would definitely always say that your annoying. You still are, but that just what makes you yourself.

It's always been "annoying asf", but it's tolerable now.

Other than that, 

I finally admit I have a crush.