My dear writer (MxM)

Pilot

It has been a long time since I wrote something. I think about two years. I....a lot have happened in my life. I don't want to make excuses. I just thought it would be polite to clear a couple of things first. If you aren't interested, please feel free to skip this and go right ahead to reading, I hope you will like it.

I don't know if someone who is reading this knows some of my others works. I have a couple of them finished and a couple of unfinished too. And I know I should finish them first before starting another one, but it seems, I can't just yet. Of course, I'm not saying I wont finish them, because that wouldn't be fair to the readers who still reads them and are leaving comments and kudos, which I'm really grateful for, but it also wouldn't be fair to the stories themselves.

Well, the first thing is that we, my brother and I, lost both our parents, two years apart. I think this was the biggest factor which, let us say blocked me. I just...couldn't bring myself to write. Nothing came to my mind. Another thing was that I had something you can compare to the A-levels, month and a half after my dad passed away, so I was a little bit unstable and had to pull myself together.

Next were entrance exams for college, which I thankfully was able to do and was able to start the college I have chosen with my mom before she passed away four years ago. With that, of course, came all the responsibilities with having started college. Tests, new systems, and the half term exams as well, as the year-end exams. Now, I am in my second year, the second half, and it's almost time for the year-end exams again but I feel like I'm a ... little bit better, if you know what I mean.

I feel like...maybe I can try to write something again, and I hope, you won't be angry at me for not continuing my older stories. Of course, as I said, I'm not abandoning then. I just don't want to write them half-assed or hurried. I hope you will like this pilot I finally decided to post, and I hope you will, if you would be so kind, give me some honest feedback. Because I'm not sure if this will be any good, as I'm afraid I lost my touch.

I think I babbled, like good old times, enough. I will leave you to read this, hopefully, interesting pilot of my, hopefully, new and original, inspired by a couple of great dramas, story.

Pilot

His back hit the wall behind him and his breath hitched. Opening his eyes, when did he closed them, he could feel his hands shaking. Breath coming short into a gasp when those dark, dark eyes came closer to him. His cheeks burning, he couldn't take his eyes off of those pools of darkness so close to him. Feeling light breath against his lips, his eyes fell shut. He was sure his heart could be seen as it was beating like crazy in the small space of his chest. Breath hitching, he could almost feel the slightest touch of those lips everyone wanted. They must be so close now, just mere inches and then he could-!

"CUT!"

Neo's head hit the wall behind him, his eyes closed. "Damn, almost. Couldn't he just wait a little bit longer" cursing inside his head, he opened his eyes, Kris already a couple of steps away from him, waiting for instructions from the director.

"I need more emotions! You have to be more real. We want to be something new, something more real and get all the attentions!" the director, Khun Dean, was already walking towards them, the acoustic in the building making his shirl voice even more noticeable. Neo pulled himself away from the wall, walking closer to the pair, making sure not to roll his eyes even though it was all he wanted to do.

"You need to be more real!" he repeated, now looking at the shorter of the pair of actors. Eyebrow twitching, inside his head of course, Neo pulled an innocent face. "P'Dean, I' sorry. I will try harder" clapping his hands together and bowing his head, he peaked from behind his fringe, smirking when he saw the stars in the staff's eyes. People were so easy to fool. Straightening up, he looked at the tall male next to him, smiling sweetly when he saw him looking. Inside though, he was frowning. It looks like Kris will not be fooled so easily. Well, it's only matter of time till he, too, will fall for him.