she's dead

When I first saw her

Dear Maggie,
I've always loved Billie. She's special. Very special. I first saw her in 2018 and ever since I would follow her, to protect her, I followed her to to Trader Joe's I might have followed you once or twice I can't remember. I always followed Billie to your house she was always so pretty.. before i get off task I'll tell you how it all started. Like I said I've always loved her and I wanted her, I really wanted her, I would do anything to do it all again.
    
            Anyway the first time i saw her was when she was in Trader Joe's, and after that I knew she was the one, I soon learned her name was Billie, Billie Eilish, great name you gave her Maggie. After she left Trader Joe's I followed her, i saw you and Pepper outside waiting for her, when you all went home, i followed you guys, i was the black truck always parked outside your house. Did you ever realize it. Now back to when i first followed Billie. When she went inside with you and Pepper, i stayed outside your house the whole night, remember when you heard that loud bang outside? That was me:)
        
             Now Maggie i know you remember, I was in back yard and you checked what it was but you didn't see me. After you left, I went to Billies window. She was all cuddled up with Pepper sleeping. She's so beautiful when she sleeps don't you think? After I knew where you and Billie lived, every other day i went to see her through her window, I went to every concert and meet and greets. You've met me. If only you knew. Anytime I saw Billie at a concert and she would grab my hand i would take her rings. I have like 6 of hers. I'll give you one but it's a little bloody. I soon followed her everywhere. I've memorized her schedules.
  
          On Monday's she walks Pepper to Trader Joe's. On Tuesday she stays inside all day. Wednesday she go gets coffee, she once went with this guy, I'll tell you what happened to him later. Thursday's she walks Pepper around, sometimes with Finneas. Friday's she mostly goes to the studio. Now i'll tell yiu this Maggie, i never liked Finneas, I would have killed him but she wouldn't like that would she? I'll stop teasing you.