Entry 1 :2015 /February23/9:03
"Please U Gotta Help Me There Coming There In My Head " I Was In A Dark Place "HELP ME PLEASE I NEED HELP DONT YOU PEOPLE SEE" He Broke Me "PLEASE PLEASE" I Said With My Voice cracking with emotion "help Me " No One Could Hear Me people Were Just Looking At Me As If I Was Crazy Like I Lost My Damn Mind I Cant Do This Anymore I Step In Front The Highway Ready To Die Ready Too Feel Pain When Suddenly I Was Lifted Off My Feet I Kicked And Screamed And Then I Had abruptly Stop when I Realized Was Pete The Police That work with Me oh shit
BACK AT THE HOUSE
"STARFIRE WHY DID U NOT TAKE YOUR PILLS THIS IS THE 4th TIME U TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF WHY FIRE -"Cause I was tried I was tried of everything I just was ok damnit leave the duck alone with this bullshit damn Need to get a life and stop worrying about mine"Pete Sighed And Looked Kinda Upset I don't give a fuck if he terribly sad that's what's wrong with me I have sczophania ,Bipolar Disorder And I Can See Things Do Things That Most 16 Year olds Don't Do But you Will Learn Later But Anyways I Really Can't Feel Things like love when I'm Off Or On My pills I Just Can't I Have Not Cried In A Long Time But Back To What I Was Saying Before this I Think I Had A Pretty Good Life Selling Drugs ,Doing them ,Paying For Them ,Like The usual Coke,Kush,Molly,Heroine Anything O Could Get My Damn Hands On Shitt I Even Cut Myself To Get A High 'Burned Myself 'Stab 'Elected' Anything To Get My Mind Off Of The Pain In Me I Was Known For Starfire First Because of My eyes They Were Blue With Bits Of Gold And Purple In Them They would change To All Red And Gray When I was Mad I Hate my Damn Eyes And Also
because I Ran A Prostuite Business Shit I Was Not Actually I'm Still A Virgin But Hey I Lead Them Hoes I Was Like A Daddy To Dey ass I'm
bisexual By The I Love Me Some Pussy Just Because I Get To Be Dominate I Ain't No Damn Bottom I Ain't No Pussy just Because I Like Getting It "You Know We're Going have To take u ToA Teenager Home " WHAT " Pete Looked Madder Them Ever But I Was Just As Mad "U ARE THE ACTING OUTTA CONTROL GO UPSTAIRS AND PACK YOUR BAGS WERE LEAVING TOMORROW " I was Beyond mad "FUCK YOU PETE " And with that I ran upstairs Im mad as hell I ran upstairs slamming upstairs I took of my shirt taking my religion jeans of I put my basketball shorts on and I took off my blue sports bra and put on my white one on "fuck myself "I Put my headphones on and look down my playlist listening to Youth ByDaughter *sighs*"fuck myself
Was It Good 😍
-Halle
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