Loved You First

Awkward Turn Of Events.

So I did start  a new fan-fiction but I realized I didn't like it and I probably wouldnt have updated at all so sorry about that but thanks for reading this story means alot to me! And hopefully you guys enjoy this story! And just a little side note really random but I'm love with Little Mix's new album. Sorry I just had too.

"It's so awkward now he's always leaving when we're doing something or just doesn't talk." I said sighing.

"Maybe you should talk to him?" Scarlett suggested.

"If he even talks to me or doesn't make an excuse to leave." I said groaning.

"Hey one of you need to try to actually make something happen, take charge." She said proudly.

"Thanks for the advice but that just doesn't sound like something I would do." I said sitting on my couch.

"How's your relationship going?"She asked excitedly.

"Well besides the awkwardness. It's fine. I wasn't so sure about this but maybe taking the risk was a good thing." I said believing it, I mean it was going fine nothing was going wrong, or yet.

"Okay I gotta go but I will talk to you later. yeah?" She said.

"Yeah see you later. Bye." I said hanging up. I sighed, what should I do about this should I go talk to him and figure this out or just leave it.

"You can't leave a situation like tho" My mind told me. Ugh.

"Well I wouldn't have to if he'd just sit down and listen but noo." I said to myself. Oh gosh now i'm talking to myself.. Well is werid. I decied I'm going to talk to him. I grabbed a jacket and walked over to his door and knocked on it a couple times and waited on the steps in the cold for w few seconds till he opened the door.

"Hey Amber." He said scratching the back of his neck. I sighed.

"Niall can we talk?" I asked. He nodded and I stepped in. 

Niall's P.O.V.

There was a knock on the door, I got up and opened the door. To see Amber. Everything's been so awkward, I don't mean too but since I felt something in that kiss and I didn't know if she did or not. Which made things the way they are now..

"Hey Amber." I said scratching the back of my neck

"Niall can we talk?" She asked. I nodded and she stepped in and sat on the couch. I really hope this doesn't turn the down road. Sure we've been dating for a few weeks but that doesn't mean I don't love her. Waiit love? That's something I didn't expect myself to say... to my self.. 

"So what's wrong love?" I asked. She looked at me.

"Niall.. Im pretty sure we both know what is wrong." She said looking at her hands. Yeah i'm sure we both do and I have to admit it is mostly me making things awkward but I feel bad because I know It hurts her.

"I'm sorry it's just.." I said trailing off. She looked at me confused.

"Just what? Come on Niall you can tell me." She ushered me to keep going. 

"Well when we kissed.." I said as she nodded. " I felt something, like.." I said trying to find the right word.

"Sparks?" She asked. I nodded.

"And I was afraid that you didn't so I just acted really werid around you.." I said looking at my hands. Until I heard laughing. I looked at her. She had her hand on her mouth and laughing.

"What?" I asked smiling. "I thought we were being serious!" I said smiling and looking at her.

"I know I know.. Sorry. It's just I.. felt the same way torwards you.." She said interlocking our fingers. I smiled down at our fingers. 

"Really?" I asked looking into her eyes. She nodded and smiled.

"Well then.. " I said leaning in a connecting our lips. She smiled into the kiss and pulled back.

"While were on the on subject." She said looking at me. "When should we make our relationship public?" She asked. Wow I've thought about it but I never knew exactly when. 

"Well how about we keep it our secret for a couple more weeks until I have an interview then?" I suggested. It would give us time to settle down and also for  the next time we have an interview. 

"Sounds good. So what now?" She asked. I shrugged.

"Movie night!?!?" I asked excitedly. She giggled and nodded. 

"I get to pick the movies since you did last time." She said and walking over to the cabinet. This was better then being awkward all the time and to get it cleared. And everything fine. Along with the fact the boys and I have a special surprise for her. I'm not sure if she'll agree to it, but it's all about risks at this time. 

Hey guys! Sorry this is a boring chapter but I'm having writerblock. What could the special surpirse be that the Niall, Harry, Liam, Louis, and Zayn have for Amber. Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter even tho it is short. Follow my Instagram: GorgeousNialler_Lyrics . School is coming again for me so I don't know how often i'm update. Thanks for reading loves. :) x