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For readers who read chapter 8 when it came out (last week), I deleted the part where Taehyung locks eyes with someone. Sorry if it's confusing! Love you all <3

Taehyung POV

Lining up wasn't as bad as I thought.

People were looking at me, but just quick glances. To be honest, my anxiety wasn't kicking in as much as I thought. 

My expectations were to have a bunch of panic attacks on the way, shivering, and looking like some obedient dog or something.

But it really wasn't that bad. I think?

I didn't feel so insecure, since everyone was kind of minding their own business, and probably cause everyone was nervous as fuck just like me. 

Frankly, I felt like I fit in, for once. 

The only thing bothering me was the fact that nothing was covering my face and my body. 

I just felt naked, well, cause like, I've been living with a mask and oversized clothes on me for my whole school life, and not some fancy shit that clings to my skin.

Dress shirts, wide-leg pants. Those were firsts to me, and for me to wear necklaces and earrings over that? No shit I was feeling like another person. 

Seriously, like this day is full of firsts, and a fucking disaster. All my fears just running headfirst towards me, that's what it feels like. 

Anxiety. Stress. Constant uneasiness around everything, fear creeping up on me from every corner. And, last but not least, perfect. Yes, perfect. 

Those would be the most appropriate words to describe how my day was going so far. 

Perfect, cause something just feels so right today. Feels so, well, perfect.

It might be the blazing sun, or it might be the daily mood swings that are making me feel this way. 

As a class, we walked to the theatre. Jeon was in front of me, which was slightly frightening. Not just slightly frightening, but TERRIFYING. His existence just gives me constant flashbacks every so often, and the only thing going through my mind 

That's when a realization hit me.

I'm graduating.

I never thought of it this way, whilst walking through the halls. 

Just one more step, just one more task to complete before I can be set free. 

Out of this god damn cage, and out of this living hell.

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