"My body, my choice!" I yelled. I was running through the rain with my best friend. We were both fully naked, screaming and laughing, while we danced in the streets. I told him a few months ago about my past. He was the first one to know and he gave me an idea. One day, when I was ready to let go of my sexual assault past, we would run naked through the streets, yelling "my body, my choice". I was down, but not ready. Right now, I am.
I was screaming at the top of my lungs, he was letting go of his past of suicidal thoughts. We were not sure of what was going to happen, but we didn't care. For the first time in my life, I did not care. She is never going to be able to control my body again. To touch me or see me. She will not harm me anymore in any kind of way. My body is from now on for my eyes only. But this time for my best friend too. I should not be scared anymore. H/n came closer to me and hugged me. We were both wearing our underwear again. It was getting cold. His touch made me shiver. He saw it and let go of me. We stared at each other, but I turned really fast into gazing. He has such beautiful eyes. He smiled a little and whispered "sorry", but there was nothing to be sorry about. He can touch me. I want his touch, I feel like I am craving his touch. I have never felt like this before... why do I want him so badly? What is he doing to me? I took his hands and squished them a little. I pulled him in a hug, told him it was fine. He saw how my body reacted to him and he started to stroke my back. Pulling me closer. His lips were so close that I could feel his breathing. We were both breathing heavily and he expanded his touching area. His hands got higher, my look went from his hands to his face. I wanted more. He tucked my hair behind my ear. I was not able to do this any longer, he neither. He grabbed my face and kissed me. It was softly but heavily at the same time. I kissed him back and it turned into a makeout session. I loved every second of it. I bit his lip as he groaned. I felt powerful. He gave me his shirt and we put the rest of our clothes back on. I jumped on the back of his bike and we drove to a abandoned field.
