ℍ𝕒𝕥𝕫 𝔾𝕒𝕟𝕘 𝕏 ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 (𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬)

ℝ𝕠𝕤𝕤 𝕏 𝕄𝕒𝕝𝕖!ℝ𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣/ "𝕊𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕦𝕕𝕖!"

   Your P.O.V -

   Crying. That's what I'm doing for the night. School was canceled due to the heavy rain storms. Its Wednesday and I was planning to do something special some someone who I have been friends with for a long time. Hes in this gang. His friends are rather mean and have been bullying other kids for years now but... he was different when I met him. He was nice and caring when he wasn't around his friends but when he is, he gets real quiet. At school he would talk to me and hang out with me after school its just... I don't think he'll like me back. We are just friends but this feeling of passion keeps rising into my head. Every time I think about him my eyes just burn more. I don't know when this rain will stop. I don't know when I can confess to him properly.

"Ross.."

   I'm tired. Tired from the screaming downstairs that my parents make every night. Tired from the thought of being rejected by someone I like. I couldn't take the felling of being alone. I had to get out. Out of this house. 

   I sneak down the stairs. Every step I take is like going down a mountain. My legs are weak. I head out the front door as fast as possible. I ran. I ran through that rain. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my mother screaming at me to come home. Her voice slowly faded away as I got under a bus stop. What was I doing? Why did I do this? All I wanted is to get away from home and now I end up here? I start crying again. That's all I do now. What am I going to do just sitting here?

I hear foot steps of to the side of me. I don't care who it is at this point. If its the cops I'll just let them take me in, at least they wont be yelling at each other in the middle of the night... I think. If its my parents I'll just run away even farther. The foot steps come to a stop. I can't see them. I'm all hunched over on this excuse for a bench. "Y/N? What you doing out here?" I recognize that voice. It was Ross!

   I looked up at him with glee even though my eyes were filled with tears. He was wearing a yellow rain coat and the hood was on so low that I could barely see his eyes. I stiffen up real fast when he sits down on the bench. I just remembered that I really like this dude. "God its glad too see you here. I had to get out of my house, my parents were fighting downstairs. What are you doing here anyway?" I asked. "I like the rain." he said with a smile. "It never rain this much here so I wanted to enjoy it." he continued his remark. "Walking down the street alone with the rain falling is pretty cool." he said. I thought for a second. "Can I say at your place tonight?" Oh my god I'm thinking out loud. He agreed at we got up and started walking down the street. I started questioning what I said. Why did I say that? Why did I get so comfortable around him? Why did he agree?

   We got to his house and he let me in. Everything smelt like cigarette smoke. I choked on the odor of smoke and ash. "Do you smoke?" I asked him, politely. "No, but my sister does," We enter his room after a walk down a hallway. The hallway had pictures of him and his sister, maybe even some other people too. When we waked in I started gazing around his room.There's a PS5 on a TV stand with his gaming set up, there seems to be at least 30 empty water bottle in his overly filled trash can. His room is dark, the only thing making his room seem visible is the LED lights he has hanging up next to his bed thats in the corner near a window. The LED lights are set to dark blue. He sits on his bed and takes off his shoes and rain coat. I sit on his bed as well. 

   He gets up from the bed and walks towards his closet. I watch him as he... takes his shirt off?! I cover my face is embarrassment before he could notice I was looking at him. "Hey, you don't mind me changing right? We are both guys anyway." He told me. "Y-yeah you can change." I keep choking on my words. He continues getting undressed again. I blush in embarrassment once again. When he was done he looked at me, confused. I looked up at him from ducking my head into my knees. "You good dude?" he questioned. I nod even though my heart is raising at the second. He finally gets done getting out of his clothes and into some pj's or what he likes to call it, "gamer clothes." 

   "You know its getting late, right?" We been playing on his PS5 for hours now. "Yeah, and?" I reply with a sarcastic remark. "Where you gonna sleep?" he questioned. "Your room?" I answered. "Sure," he agreed, restlessly after smashing buttons on his controller. 

(Few minutes later uwuwuwuwuwuw)

   I climb into his bed without thought and get under the covers. I looked up at him and he seemed.. surprised? "I was gonna sleep in your room, right?" I asked. "Yeah, when I meant by that.." he paused. "I meant like, on the ground or something but its fine if you want to sleep with me." he slightly blushed. He got into bed too. Oh my god hes sleeping with me. Oh my god. Is this the time? Is this when things fall into place? I have to ask him!

   "Ross?" I whispered. "Yea?"

   "You have b-been really great to me for the past few months now and I think that I, uh, just maybe.." I keep choking on my words. "Maybe what dude? I'm all ears right now," he replied.

   "Maybe we can be more than what we have, we can love each other.." I said it.

   "Love...?"

   "Yeah, love, like us being together.."

    

                                              "𝕊𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕕𝕦𝕕𝕖!"

Fin. 1066 words.