~~~~~~~kylo~~~~~~~
Ok so, Jaxon's kinda hot.
Ik he hates me but like I don't really know right now I kinda need to think more.
I mean in sure he's kind inside but he acts rude.
I need to stop overthinking things I probably don't even like him and just think he's hot nothing more,
Right?
Whatever for now I need to focus I woke up early today so I could go on a jog and get some things out of my mind for classes.
After my jog I got back and got something to eat and then went to my first class.
I tried but too think of jaxon or anything else but my classes and work, but I couldn't get jaxon out of my head d-did I have feelings for him? No! I can't I only just met him and he's a douche but...
No he's a douche and that's it.
For the rest of the day I really struggled to focus and in the end just kinda gave up with focusing, I can't alway focus more tomorrow. Today I needed to get Jaxon out of my head but how?
After my last class I got back to my dorm too see Jaxon wasn't there, I was happy that he wasn't so I could focus more on getting him out of my head but sad bc I missed him, wait no I didn't I don't like him nor do I miss him.
For about half an hour I just meditated so I could clear my head.
It worked for the most part but as soon as jaxon came in the room all I could think about was him.
It annoyed me a lot and I wanted to just tell him to leave, but I couldn't this was mine and his room it would be rude.
I stayed up almost all night trying to figure out if I liked him or but it really annoyed me, I finally passed out at about three or four. And woke up extremely tired so I decided to take the day off school and sleep for half the day and study the rest.
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RomanceA gay love story of two boys called kylo and jaxon. When they first got put as roommates they hated each other and everything about each other, They tried to stat as far away as possible from one another but they kept somehow bumping into each othe...
