TW: b0dy sh@m!ng, e@t!ng d!s0rder, s3lf h@rm
The next day, Hayley woke up at 5 am. Not being able to sleep, she got dressed then decided to go exploring around Hogwarts. She wore this:
After she walked around hogwarts for a while, she looked at her watch and saw that it was 6:15am so she went to the great hall.
"Oi Potter you should really stop wearing crop tops until you lose some weight you fat cow!" Hayley looked over and saw that it was Pansy Parkinson, a second year Slytherin who hates Harry.Hayley rushed out of the hall, not wanting Pansy to see the tears in her eyes.
Hayley went to the girls bathroom also known as moaning myrtles bathroom as a ghost named Myrtle died there and her ghost never left the place meaning no one ever went in there. Hayley, with tears now flowing down her face, hurried into a cubicle, locked the door then sat down sobbing.
After about 4 hours, when she knew everyone else would be in classes, she got up with no tears left to cry and went to her dorm. As it was empty, she grabbed her pocket knife from her trunk and started cutting her wrists, more silent tears flowing down her face. After a few cuts, it stopped hurting and she decided to go to the great hall at lunch but before that, she decided to bandage her wrists up (so the blood wouldn't seep through her clothes) and then change. She changed into this:
She hid her wrists in the sleeves before going down to the great hall for some dinner. As soon as she walked in, she was greeted by her friends shouting her over to the Gryffindor table where they were sitting. She went over to them and sat between Ginny and Collin and across from Ella and Stephanie.
"Where were you this morning Hay?" Ella asked her.
"Oh I felt sick so I was outside getting some fresh air." Hayley lied. They all nodded and went back to eating their food while Hayley just sat there, not wanting to eat anything after what Pansy said to her earlier.
After dinner, Hayley followed the others to her next lesson which was transfiguration with professor McGonagall. Hayley didn't listen to anything any of the teachers said for the rest of the day. She just sat there, zoned out. After her last lesson, instead of going to dinner, she went to her dorm and started cutting her wrists again. After a while, Hayley bandaged her wrists up, changed into a plain grey oversized hoodie and grey shorts.
This routine went on for about a week and a half before anyone noticed that Hayley wasn't going to the great hall for meals, wasn't paying any attention in her classes and was always wearing hoodies and baggy clothes.
"Has anyone seen Hayley?" Stephanie asked, worried as Hayley was still asleep when the others got up and, although it was now 6pm, she still hadn't come to any lessons or meals.
"Not since yesterday no" Ginny replied, worry clear in her voice.
"Let's go find her!" Ella said and, with that, they all ran out of the hall to find Hayley.
After about 45 minutes of searching, the girls went up to their dorm to see Hayley passed out in a puddle of blood with a knife in her hands and her wrists bleeding a lot.
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The Potters Princess
FanfictionWhat if James and Lily weren't murdered that night? What if Sirius didn't go to Azkaban? What if Lily and James had a daughter? This is the story of Hayley Rose Potter