When Worlds Collide (Pillarmen x Reader)

~{ Chapter 4 }~

"Its time to wake up, (Y/N)."

The voice calling to you was familiar, yet distant and quiet. You were still in a sleepy state, for some reason, being a lot more tired than usual.

"(Y/N)?"
There it is again. Meh, too lazy.

"(Y/N)!!!!"

"AAAAAH" You woke up, sitting up suddenly and looking left and right. Wammu laughed at you, clearly amused by your outburst.

"Too deep into sleep, eh?" He chuckled.

"Yeah, probably. For some reason I slept way better.."

"Probably because San was with you, whenever he fell asleep with one of us, we always slept better for some reason." He put his thumb on his chin, thinking.

Speaking of the devil, he walked in.
"Oh, you're awake.." San said in his typical quiet voice. You got lost in thought for a second. Why did you sleep so well? What did he do that made it happen?

"Uhm..(Y/N)..?"

"Oh! Sorry, I was thinking about something. Anyway, what would you guys like to do tonight?" You asked.

They both looked at each other, then looked back at you. Their silence was a clear indication that they had absolutely no idea what to do.

You spoke up, "Well, it's almost mid winter, and its snowing pretty heavily.." you thought even more..

"Hey, what did you guys do with the stone?"

They both looked at you. San spoke up, "The one we got, aka the one you were holding, was a fake..meaning they most likely did that to-" you cut him off, "A f-fake? So that means-"

Your stomach started to hurt, a natural sign of distress or nervousness. You wanted to cry but couldnt do it in front of them.

"I-I want to be alone." "(Y/N)-"

"I wont repeat myself. Please."

They both had surprised expressions on their faces. However, they silently walked out, deciding that giving you space would be better than arguing.

As soon as they left, you started crying. Why would they do something like that? Did they try to test you? Did they know you would fail? All of it was so overwhelming.

You felt like a failure. You didnt know how to calm yourself down, and you cried and cried. Around thirty minutes had passed, and you heard a knock on the door.

"Leave me alone.." you said weakly.

"I beg your pardon? You better open the door." Kars. Of course..

Deciding that you would rather live instead of dying, you wiped your eyes, and opened the door. You wouldnt dare look into his eyes, you didnt want him to see you crying. Although he already knew..

"I heard about what you were told," he began, closing the door, "and I told them not to tell you anything. I decided that it woul-"

"Its fine, I'm fine." You cut him off. He got silent for a minute before picking you up and sitting on the bed.

"Listen, and listen well. I wont lie to you, because that would be cruel. You may not be in the best state right now, but that's alright. Work to become stronger, (Y/N)." He said pulling you into more of a hug. "I'm not the greatest with affection, so i-"

You hug him tighter. "No no..I really needed that. Thank you.."

The silence was enjoyable for once. You were both content with how everything went.

He set you down next to him. "Would you like to help me find the real one? You may not be the strongest, but you're highly intelligent and have more knowledge about human life."

"I'd love to help, but I dont know what I could do.." you sat and thought.

"You should work as a spy. You know that castle better than any of us. Were going to need to train you a bit more so you can at least fight should something go wrong. Its snowing, so I'll find some place for you to train. Be ready by tomorrow."

He started walking out. "I will."

"I'm counting on you." He shut the door.

This was your moment. No matter what happens, you push your limit and go even further.

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Hi everyone! I decided to try a new writing format, and so far I think its cool!

I wanted to explain my absence a little bit more. If you dont want to read past here, that's fine!

I've been having a few mental issues for a while, and I finally took the initiative to focus on them a bit more. I have very bad anxiety, and it got to the point of me not being able to function properly.

I didnt want that to affect daily life and so I decided to take care of it! That's really it.

For anyone else who may be struggling, I suggest talking to someone about it. It may be very hard at first, but it's worth it in the end.

Anyway, I hope everyone has a good day/night. See you next time!